Can I scream now? aka AAARGH.
I know I'm on my period = incredibly-fast mood swings plus PAIN.
(we're talking the flip of a coin-fast).
On SA's version of Craiglist, this immigration-company is advertising for managers etc to go to Canada. So I get in touch with them, send them my Resume. I explained that I was unemployed and would need financial assistance -no problem at all, depending on my future employer in BC.
So I get some forms back via email to fill in (saying that I qualified for the Field Sales Management position), and a few of the questions raise my eyebrows so I phoned.
The company that offered financial assistance to their future-employees is no longer sponsoring worker-visas and the total $4G (which includes visa, job, flight) is on my pocket.
Helloooooooooooooo - unemployed here?? HOW the fuck am I supposed to pay that????
So I tell the Mrs, who is sorta on thin ice with me still about going to the Grand Slam in NY with mummy - "How can we afford that?? The lawyer we signed with is half the price of this group!!!!"
I then let it go and change the conversation, letting her know how much I miss her and she responds with "I would have loved to have seen you this year, but I just can't afford it right now.I miss you so much too."
I was supposed to work this weekend, but I never got the phonecall (I've got a small, part-time, temp job working as a casual at a home-store) so I can't rely on her. The weather is crap (so I can't even go for a walk/jog).
I am so frustrated, emotionally/physically/mentally, I'm surprised I haven't levelled the walls yet.
There's tons of other little niggly-things that are also driving me nuts and I can feel it pushing up inside me; I can feel a breakdown on it's way and there's nothing else I can do.
(we're talking the flip of a coin-fast).
On SA's version of Craiglist, this immigration-company is advertising for managers etc to go to Canada. So I get in touch with them, send them my Resume. I explained that I was unemployed and would need financial assistance -no problem at all, depending on my future employer in BC.
So I get some forms back via email to fill in (saying that I qualified for the Field Sales Management position), and a few of the questions raise my eyebrows so I phoned.
The company that offered financial assistance to their future-employees is no longer sponsoring worker-visas and the total $4G (which includes visa, job, flight) is on my pocket.
Helloooooooooooooo - unemployed here?? HOW the fuck am I supposed to pay that????
So I tell the Mrs, who is sorta on thin ice with me still about going to the Grand Slam in NY with mummy - "How can we afford that?? The lawyer we signed with is half the price of this group!!!!"
I then let it go and change the conversation, letting her know how much I miss her and she responds with "I would have loved to have seen you this year, but I just can't afford it right now.I miss you so much too."
I was supposed to work this weekend, but I never got the phonecall (I've got a small, part-time, temp job working as a casual at a home-store) so I can't rely on her. The weather is crap (so I can't even go for a walk/jog).
I am so frustrated, emotionally/physically/mentally, I'm surprised I haven't levelled the walls yet.
There's tons of other little niggly-things that are also driving me nuts and I can feel it pushing up inside me; I can feel a breakdown on it's way and there's nothing else I can do.