I... would like to apologize to everyone I was a dickhead to recently. I was blind, I was stupid, and you told me the truth because it was something I didn't want to hear. I was immature, stupid, and foolish. I'm sorry for it. I apologize to those I spouted off at, especially Lina and Makube X. I was wrong. I'm sorry. I hope you'll find it in you to forgive me eventually; though, from my behavior, I don't expect it to be anytime soon.
I've... decided to take your advice. Thank you for it. I suppose... I just needed a reality check to realize what was really important. Thank you.
Once again, I apologize.
I'm sorry for it all.
I... should have listened. I should have payed attention to the warnings. I should have known.
He's gone. All gone. All gone...
Everything's gone.
What am I supposed to do? How can I live like this? How am I meant to survive?
I don't want to.
I want to die.