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I found out that I was accepted to the non-degree classes at a school in the city. Got almost the same reaction from my parents. It's a shame because at least I'm doing something relatively productive. Yes, it would be great for the credits to go degree status. I want to be able to take the three classes that are available for non-matriculated students so I can have the chance to enroll for the matriculated courses. It might be a bit long winded but Hunter has a very well-respected social work program in the city. At the very least they could be happy that I'm going to a CUNY school like they've been begging. Ugh, I don't know. I need to start playing the lottery since this job thing is becoming super grim. I hate having to be so dependent on them for tuition and just about everything else. Yes, it's definitely better than being homeless but how else can I move on up if I can't just move as it is? Two years without school is long enough. I do miss it to an extent. Just not the last minute cram sessions or procrastinating with papers.
I'm hoping that DSU hasn't rejected my request to deter. No news is good news I guess. This whole thing is frustrating. I do have a bank situation that might help me out a bit. I'm hoping that things work themselves out. I just want to feel like I'm doing something meaningful and/or productive again, even if just for myself.
So the big 2-5 is coming up and I'm wondering if I should just stay off the grid the whole day or throw myself a party. I'm afraid of being disappointed about the party situation or not doing anything and regretting it. Maybe it should be a little bit of something fun and little under-the-radar. I doubt it won't be a bit expensive but perhaps paintball. Gets the aggression out, even if I'm afraid to get hit myself. I can be such a pussy.
I'm hoping that DSU hasn't rejected my request to deter. No news is good news I guess. This whole thing is frustrating. I do have a bank situation that might help me out a bit. I'm hoping that things work themselves out. I just want to feel like I'm doing something meaningful and/or productive again, even if just for myself.
So the big 2-5 is coming up and I'm wondering if I should just stay off the grid the whole day or throw myself a party. I'm afraid of being disappointed about the party situation or not doing anything and regretting it. Maybe it should be a little bit of something fun and little under-the-radar. I doubt it won't be a bit expensive but perhaps paintball. Gets the aggression out, even if I'm afraid to get hit myself. I can be such a pussy.