That About Sums It Up
This is the expression on my face every morning. The 4:30 or 5 a.m. wake and scream is getting pretty old, especially paired with the need to be in the carrier for naps and on my hip when he's awake. He's also entered the "I only want Mom" phase so being held by dad is not good enough.
I miss my body autonomy, but I also know that soon I will miss how he wants me to hold him.