Yeah.
1. I'm so sad today. So, so sad. That yesterday is the only day I've spent mostly in bed so far is due to sheer will. Trying to cut myself a break on sadness/lack of cope, at least.
It feels so odd to talk about things that aren't how sad I am or how terrible the world is. But I need it. So.
2. I posted a fanfic today. Really, I needed sweetness and love right now, and that's what the story is. I started writing it before things got really bad. I'm glad I finished it. (First thing I've posted since July, too.)
3. I'm very very glad that Pokemon Go has an event starting Wednesday. Even in my best years, November is a tough time that leaves me just wanted to hunker in a ball. I need walks in daylight as much as possible right now, and this will inspire me to get them.
(I don't know what to think about the CP rebalance, but I probably don't need to have much of an opinion because I do so little battling.)
4. Skyrim and Gilmore Guys is my emotional equivalent of hugging a pillow right now. Although I might start literally doing that more again.
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It feels so odd to talk about things that aren't how sad I am or how terrible the world is. But I need it. So.
2. I posted a fanfic today. Really, I needed sweetness and love right now, and that's what the story is. I started writing it before things got really bad. I'm glad I finished it. (First thing I've posted since July, too.)
3. I'm very very glad that Pokemon Go has an event starting Wednesday. Even in my best years, November is a tough time that leaves me just wanted to hunker in a ball. I need walks in daylight as much as possible right now, and this will inspire me to get them.
(I don't know what to think about the CP rebalance, but I probably don't need to have much of an opinion because I do so little battling.)
4. Skyrim and Gilmore Guys is my emotional equivalent of hugging a pillow right now. Although I might start literally doing that more again.
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comment[s]). Comment using a DW account or LJ OpenID.