arg, another day in the life of.... me

Sep 24, 2004 21:27

yeah, im kinda mad right now, like yeah.
lets see, well to start off on a good note, the math quiz in coe was basically easy...
then i went to band where we had our game and such. yeah, that doesnt really matter, but, yeah, on the way back to the band room after the game, i played kevin wei's snare...
man and i had super taps on my fingers too, but when i was marching, man, it is soo much different on a drum with sticks, and u just basically f'ed up the whole damn thing...
damn, drumline = best part of marching band, ever... and forever... not that im in it.
but, yeah, i played kevs snare and sucked ass, all while having a hell of a time. drums are soooo cool.
yeah, and then afterwards, i asked dr.v if i could do a bass drum job next year...
then he just laughed...
mother fucker. man, and ive had this idea for a while, not just a spur of the moment kinda thing...
ive actually thought about it for a while now... and i think i might be able to handle it...
oh well, ill let him know again later, except with backup thoughts and a planned out speech thingy.

now to why im pissed...
uh, lets see...
i dont have too much of a social life...
cuz my mom is crazy. and chem is retarded, cuz i dont understand jack.
but about the social life part...
i was happy with doin after school stuff and yeah, but only when ive nice friends to talk to. i mean, my friends are in safe water, just not my dept. so i really dont have neone to talk to...
and i dont talk too much at schoo, cuz listening in class makes it soo much easier to know the subject.
yeah, and so i have realy not too much of a social life. uh, but i think if i did track and such, itd make me happier, or goin to parties/dances, etc. but once again, my mom doesnt agree to that...
haha, but with my argument where i go really pissed at my mom, i gained a little ground...
i have quite a chance that ill be goin to most of the dances from now on...
the downside is, i have little chance that ill ever be able to do track...
godddamn it , goddamn it all.
yeah, i need to figure out how to win this...
and i mean, for the track stuff, ive gotten soo much support...
all my teachers run and beleive in exercise...
but then i tell my mom that, and shes like, "then just run the in neighborhood."
then i say that its not the same...
and she goes, well it takes too much time (track, that is)...
so then i say that, well i dont have a social life crap...
which is true, in many a way...
and then shes just like...
u have to be independent...
to which i think...
friends vs. being independent...
well, i like the independance...
but being with friends, is like 50billion times better...
but she dont beleive that, so my ideals conflict with hers, and due to seniority, and the fact im HER SON...
i dont really get to do too much at all...

woohooo, yippee, im so happy.
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