another day, another few billion thoughts/emotions, etc...

Sep 19, 2004 20:55

okay, to start, id like to talk a little about yest...

well lets see, i played bball at burleigh where i kinda suck, but do my best at all times so i really dont suck. get what im saying. if someone "Doesnt try" then they may be like, good to a score of 50. but if a person like me, who probably would be at 30 when not trying, decides to try like all the time, then u could go all the way up to being like, 90 good. i am that 90, except im only at like 80 or soemthing... w/e. tahts all i wanted to say cuz i try and it makes all the difference in the world. though my shot sucks ass, my d is pretty damn good, according to me. i dunno what u would think, but i dont really care right now.

neways, now to today. today we had this picnic at hopkins for all the ppl in my bros dept. the applied math and sciences (AMS). there were like soo many ppl there!!!

sike, there are only like 7 students in my bros dept. so that would basically total to about... 7 times 3 = 21 ppl...? maybe, something like that. w/e. then at the thingy, i talked to my ol bro and realized that college can change ppl, or maybe a lack of sleep. cuz my bro was not as friendly as he once was. for those of u who know him, u might think it impossible for him to be friendly, but he is to me, at least....

ok, now on to more of the day. btw, that picnic sucked some serious ass. nobody there i knew, or my brother, for that matter. so yeah, it was kinda retarded. and no ppl my age to do stuff with. and just not enough ppl there. period.
now really to today. i was at hyro and failed miserably at my thingy so now i sit behind steph which pissees me off cuz i kknow i shudda done a helluva lot better. and im not gonna blame anybody for it but myself. i used to be a pussy who gave a bunch o lame excuses for their mishaps, but hell, nobody messes up nething for nebody but themselves. haha, well at least when they have a choice. when u dont have a choice, that ill give everybody including urself. BUT when U mess up and U had the CHANCE, then it is entirely ur fault, no ?'s asked, bitch.
thank u.
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