Blah

May 23, 2009 23:50

Its been a blah last couple of days.

Wednesday I woke up with a headache that turned into a full on migraine as the night progressed. I wound up on the floor in the living room, all lights out, TV on but turned down low (I like the background noise), one eye closed because that's where all the pressure was, trying like hell not to move too much because every time I did I felt like I was going to vomit.

Been quite a while since I had one of those. I didn't miss them.

Yesterday there was an insomnia episode. Actual insomnia as opposed to my usual ain't going nowhere sleep disorder, which is more of a circadian rhythm problem (problem being that it doesn't function). It took me forever to fall asleep Friday morning and then when I finally did, about two hours later and Renee's phone rang (unknown number, she gets a lot of those). Woke me up, then I couldn't get back to sleep. We had to go out that afternoon so I could return a game to the Gamestop down at the Harbor that my PS2 decided it didn't want to play (no reason it shouldn't have the disc was fine, the clerk there told me they could just be temperamental sometimes and that this kind of shit happens often enough, though this was the first time its ever happened to me) and it was already after two by then, so since we were both awake we just decided to get up and go.

And I was awake for the rest of the day, as far as my body was concerned that two hours was what I got. And, as opposed to falling asleep a little earlier to make up for it, I was awake for just as long the next day (which is what happens to me, which is why working was a failure). Took me a while to fall asleep again the next morning though this time I actually managed it and nothing woke me up for twelve hours.

Despite that, I still feel like ick. The body needs more time to relax and recover, every time I lay down it all just goes dead and its so hard to peel myself up again. And there is plenty around here that needs to get done, which makes it suck that much worse.

Did I mention I also have to go to the Grove tomorrow morning/afternoon? Yes, that should make sleep very interesting.

Blah indeed.

health, sleep, life sucks

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