There are really no words..
No words can express the knot and anxiousness in my stomach right now. The New York bar results get released this week. Don't ask me when...they don't tell us. They could go up tonight, tomorrow morning, Friday night..whenever BOLE wants to. I told myself that the results don't really matter and I will have fun this weekend regardless but I am going crazy not knowing when I will know!!!!! The suspense is making the wait unbearable. And..well...I really want to pass. Grrr. Why can't they just give a set date?! I would be fine if I knew I would just need to log on to the site at a specific date and time. I would have my bottle of alcohol ready and plans for the evening. They are making it really difficult to cope with failure (or to celebrate passing).
There is so much I need to update on but my mind is fixated on the bar. I can't wait for Heroes to start so I can get distracted.
There is so much I need to update on but my mind is fixated on the bar. I can't wait for Heroes to start so I can get distracted.