Lots of little papers.
In the past month, I've been inundated with phone numbers. It's a nice ego boost but at the same time it's really conflicting on the inside. I feel like I make an awesome first impression but everything else that follows is just complete utter crap. I don't understand why they all want to talk/lunch/fuck/date me. Whatever their goal is.
I hate being so suspicious of people. I hate the way they try to control the direction of the relationship. I so so so wish for somebody laidback enough who will just relax and let me take control. Yes the voyage might be slow at first but once I get comfortable enough, it'll take off like that *snaps*.
I hate being so suspicious of people. I hate the way they try to control the direction of the relationship. I so so so wish for somebody laidback enough who will just relax and let me take control. Yes the voyage might be slow at first but once I get comfortable enough, it'll take off like that *snaps*.