Feb 05, 2011 23:33
So alot of things have happened since my last post, for starters i no longer live with my gf. I decided to move out because of her rebel behavior, but shes all better now and we continue to date. Weve had some major problems and we got thru them. I dont know yet if shes the one though.
As for me, im not sure whats gonna happened to me yet. My future my goals , my life. I want to become a police officer, but no ones hiring within the state. I passe the exam and the physical part before. The interview was fairly tough but i passed the alameda county sheriffs one but due to "higher qualified applicants" i was dismissed. A friend of mine told me what had happened and told me they chose someone that had just got out the military for past experience reasons. Or how they like to call it "veteran preference points". Its pretty unfair,but thats life. Which brings me back to me, i might join the military come summer. Not sure yet, but im 100% positive i dont wNna get old and make $20/hr my whole life. Its just not worth living like that. So i have to decide, military or college. But its been so long since i done school work that im sure ill just end up dropping out.
Anythings possible, and ive proven myself wrong plenty of times so i dont know. What i am certqin is that ill have to make my decision by my birthday, i kinda promised myself that.
I dont care where life takes me Anymore. In life all you have is what you can carry. Amistades van y vienen igual amores.
I wish you guys the best in whateve it is you guys r doing, and hopefully well hang out sometime.
Since the last post ive only hung out with a few people including miakoda but it was worth it. Made my day and im pretty sure we had fun . And incase your reading this maria, we out to the movies theres a couple of movies i wanna go see and hell no im not talking about that gay ass justin beiber movie lol
Think not of the past but of the future