Baby Thoughts
I wanted to have a Little Tus when the baby comes out. Just the thought of it warms my heart and makes me fall deeper for my partner. But as the time passes by, I feel like I've been living in this world where I feel that I should be the queen. I have this notion that this should be my time. So, I'm growing intensely more selfish than I ever was and I realized that I wanted to have a Little Dudez instead.
A kid who's got this hippie vibe but enters the room with a Mick Jagger swagger. One who refuses to be a native of anyone's tribe and chooses to lead her own pack. A girl who's enveloped with confidence and no matter how she makes loads of mistakes, delivers her wrong doings with grace.
However awesome this would be, I still badly wanted to leave this selfish mode coz you know what, this little wonder's a product of our blood, sweat and tears (even our spit, sweat and cum). So we could have a Little Tus or a Little Dudez, it won't matter. Bottomline is, this baby will be perfect coz we have love.