Im lost now i dont know what i hate or what i like. I am a child who doesnt know where to go. I recently found out my sisters are going to visit me soon and to be honest all i can think about are how much they are going to make fun of my crib crazy eh. Iv always tried to make others happy despite how i felt i guess i realize now despite how late it ( Read more... )

The last year has told me alot about myself my faults my brighter sides all kinds of things i took them all into prospective and found i lack many things but i also strive in many. I am strong loyal to a fault and at the same time naive. The things i most gained from this year is this I am human i make mistakes but now older and wiser i see what my ( Read more... )

Iv taken many flights from fl to TX and back but this last one hit me a little bit different ( Read more... )

I was asked by my good friend fiancee today to walk her mother down the isle and to be honest it surprised the hell out of me.... First thing she said to me was are you shy.. then out of the blue asked me if id plz walk her mother down the isle as a close friend it just put me out to say the least i responded to her that it would be my honor and ( Read more... )

This weekend has been a hell of one for me from engagement parties to loosing my most beloved soccer ball to a croc infested pond. Well im still around was talked out of jumping into a crazy ass pond by my friend mike to save my soccer ball now that i think about it i should have jumped into it to save it eh lol
Well im out for now

Iv been in a routine for so long that im desperate for change anything that will break the monatony of my life. One of my closest friends broke a vow recently me and him were going to be batcholers for the rest of our lives but he has gone and gotten engaged. So since he has done that i am the last of my friends and my family with the exception ( Read more... )

Well been awhile since iv shared my thoughts... alot has gone down iv been thru alot of losses and brushed aside by close friends but in the end im still here. I guess im glad to just jaunt my thoughts down for a bit instead of holding them in maybe ill share again in the near future

Hey todos, just getting over being sick and im not sure if i broke something or just sprained my ankle but guess if it gets bad enough ill go to a doc.... blah. Anyways just a quick hit adios for now todos

hey all just a quick update, stuffs going pretty good, iv been keeping busy working crazy hours trying to save up some cash lets hope i can keep it up for a bit longer anyways laters for now

Been losing alot of sleep lately alot on the mind alot going down but thats nothing new eh .. well i went and bought a new cd and im all enthralled in it something to clear the mind for a bit for which im greatfull. Was out on the job today and i got nailed by mosquitoes they just could keep away so now im all itchy everywhere and yep the ears ( Read more... )