old friends

Aug 18, 2007 04:24

I keep meeting old friends chris has been around for a month, it reminded me of what we use to do, just laugh and make fun of everything, I met ray tonight and we kidnapped mandy from my appartment to go with us, it was just like old times, but at a much faster pace.... I cant believe how everyone changed into what they are now, and yet.... stayed the same. seeing a bunch of douche bags some how raised my spirits up. I havent laughed that hard in a very very long time. moments like these make me glad I work to afford what I have, I am now in debt 4800 because of something I want but I should pay it off before buying classes at ACC, I was scammed 1,000 dollars and yet it doesnt phase me... I have been more upset about the clay bowl I broke but the girl I met that sold me the hookah contacted me about giving me the shisha and another clay bowl for free... shes pretty interesting. It finally dawned on me I spent about half my lease already... I cant believe how fast its going, how many good times I fell into that I know I wouldnt of had if I stayed. No Rachel, Mandy, Chris, Ray, hookah, Eric, Brian, Ashley, blue hole and the countless stangers I greet every weekened.

Its been so interesting they bring me so much drama, yet... everything I am living by is because of them. Everything I am is because of the old circle still, I find myself using badlads, teenage pregnancy and everything our old group used, and I kept them.

I guess this is more of a note than anything to myself, to remind me why I go to work, not to obtain money but more for the support of my life 600 in car payments, 180 for rent, 80 for utility, 600 for loans a month, the rest... for gas, food and games. Its been an amazing run... it seems everyones live journal is slowly crawling to an end if its even continuing, Im still upset what happened with everything with audrey... it makes me upset. I guess it wasn't me because its still happening and I have a hunch at whos doing it... but I wont say anything unless asked... anyways I planned on having my last journal on here my epic 10 day adventure... but I think I will just keep it to myself and a few others that are interested.
I know I am saying good bye, again, and im sure this wont be the last time...
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