Valentine
As Valentine Day's go, this one wasn't so bad. I got a couple of gifts, though both were unsigned, so not sure who sent 'em. But since Angel sent roses last year, am thinking he sent a dozen long stem-roses this year. It's nice to know he still remembers and thinks about me every now and then. I also got a box of chocolate. Again with no card saying who gave it. A few had already been eaten, and the box was a bit banged up. So not sure who gave it. Like they say it's the thought that counts, so was sweet of whoever left it.
No matter how hard I try not to think about the past, Valentine's Day always reminds me of Angel. Guess a part of me will always miss Angel. And be much with the what if's. I still dream about us and how much happier I felt with him around. Course like they say, life goes on. Or unlife in Angel's case. We've both moved on. He's off doing the whole Detective thing in LA. Angel's really trying to make a difference and help people. So really can't be too much with the depressiness. Maybe someday, were both find ourselves in the right place to finally be happy.
I really need to get my mind on something else. Like Angel in LA, I got a whole city needing all the good guy help they can get. Later I'll go patrolling some of Sunnydale's many demon hangouts, see if any baddies want to dance with me and Mr. Pointy. God when I'm actually feeling excited about getting all violent with demons. You know I'm feeling blue. I'm feeling way too lonely, so think I'll call a Scooby sleep over at my place this weekend. I'm sure mom won't mind. Everyones been so distracted with their own stuff, so haven't been much with the interacting. I miss Xander and Willow, and maybe we could poke Giles into coming. Just watching movies, and have some bonding time would be great. I'm sure that would help take away any post-Valentines Day blues for sure.
No matter how hard I try not to think about the past, Valentine's Day always reminds me of Angel. Guess a part of me will always miss Angel. And be much with the what if's. I still dream about us and how much happier I felt with him around. Course like they say, life goes on. Or unlife in Angel's case. We've both moved on. He's off doing the whole Detective thing in LA. Angel's really trying to make a difference and help people. So really can't be too much with the depressiness. Maybe someday, were both find ourselves in the right place to finally be happy.
I really need to get my mind on something else. Like Angel in LA, I got a whole city needing all the good guy help they can get. Later I'll go patrolling some of Sunnydale's many demon hangouts, see if any baddies want to dance with me and Mr. Pointy. God when I'm actually feeling excited about getting all violent with demons. You know I'm feeling blue. I'm feeling way too lonely, so think I'll call a Scooby sleep over at my place this weekend. I'm sure mom won't mind. Everyones been so distracted with their own stuff, so haven't been much with the interacting. I miss Xander and Willow, and maybe we could poke Giles into coming. Just watching movies, and have some bonding time would be great. I'm sure that would help take away any post-Valentines Day blues for sure.