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I don't have a date for Valentine's Day - when do I ever! Sometimes I think I'm cursed or something. Xander never thought of me like that until I was dating someone else. Oz turned out to be a were-wolf, or I suppose he turned into one after he started going out with me. I wonder where he is now? Erynne and Helen seem to cope with it well enough, but I guess haven't seen either of them for a while, either. It wasn't my fault that Oz got like that. He always said that he just got bit. I'm not lucky, but I don't think I could have caused it... I wonder if there's a spell to cure it? I couldn't, but if there was a really powerful wicca, properly trained?
I guess it was my fault that Tara left, though. I thought we could maybe do that scrying spell that Giles wanted. Tara knows a lot of spells. I think she maybe knows more than all the rest of the Wicca group put together, but when I called some woman said she's gone. Like Oz - I mean, not like a boyfriend but she's vanished away without even a note, except I guess she's gone back to her family or something, not off to the Orient to learn about things she needs. In a way I wish she had. If she went away and learned new things she'd come back some time and, she likes teaching. At least, I thought she liked teaching spells.
I suppose she didn't like finding out some of the things I do. She may be used to a farm but I'll bet she hasn't taken bullets out of people very often. Even if her home's in hunting country. I was born right here, on the Hellmouth. I don't know what other places are like, not really. They aren't like this on TV.
I have a feeling that Tara isn't coming back. I feel so - I guess I'll go up to the Inn some time. They're bound to have a dance or something, even if Helen won't be around for it. I don't want to go to the Bronze. it'll be all the cool kids. With dates.
I guess it was my fault that Tara left, though. I thought we could maybe do that scrying spell that Giles wanted. Tara knows a lot of spells. I think she maybe knows more than all the rest of the Wicca group put together, but when I called some woman said she's gone. Like Oz - I mean, not like a boyfriend but she's vanished away without even a note, except I guess she's gone back to her family or something, not off to the Orient to learn about things she needs. In a way I wish she had. If she went away and learned new things she'd come back some time and, she likes teaching. At least, I thought she liked teaching spells.
I suppose she didn't like finding out some of the things I do. She may be used to a farm but I'll bet she hasn't taken bullets out of people very often. Even if her home's in hunting country. I was born right here, on the Hellmouth. I don't know what other places are like, not really. They aren't like this on TV.
I have a feeling that Tara isn't coming back. I feel so - I guess I'll go up to the Inn some time. They're bound to have a dance or something, even if Helen won't be around for it. I don't want to go to the Bronze. it'll be all the cool kids. With dates.