depressing blog? yes id say so
keeps getting worst every day. I think i'm starting to gaint weight as well. I thought i needed a close friend or two who could act like an emotional pillar to help me get past whatever. Well i was wrong , i dont have any such person if i do they're to bussy with their own problems.
So i'm going to deal with this on my own, the best i can. And everyone go fuck yourselves and fuck off. I'm going to start exercising (try to) and loose some weight, get in shape, whatever else i think i need to do. but this would really be easier if i had someone aorund who cared enough, but whatever so fuck it, i guess im back to taking care of my damn self and not pretending like i'll ever have anyone i can depend on.
So i'm going to deal with this on my own, the best i can. And everyone go fuck yourselves and fuck off. I'm going to start exercising (try to) and loose some weight, get in shape, whatever else i think i need to do. but this would really be easier if i had someone aorund who cared enough, but whatever so fuck it, i guess im back to taking care of my damn self and not pretending like i'll ever have anyone i can depend on.