Can't take it....
Seems like i haven't updated in quite some time, just been really busy around the clinic. Ever since i got back, (and for those of you who don't know, i got back several days late); the command doesn't take well to that; I've been placed on extra duties, watches, work places, sometimes sleeping less that 6 hrs a night. Was it worth it? YES! I'd go home and come back to work late all over again, even if i knew they were going to take this punishment so far. Luckily i didn't lose my rank or any money over it, just vast amounts of good sleep time. lol. They may have not taken my money, but they sure took my spirit, I really don't share the will nor enthusiasm to keep working like i used to. It seems like i'm in this freeze frame, and the world keeps moving, yet here i stand motionless, feeling numb. That's enough emo for that section.
Let's see, perhaps i should give a basic rundown of what's been going on lately: People who clearly once defined themselves as friends, are not, i tend not to get upset, but i can't deal with shady characters. What i thought was once working for me, is no longer, going in my favor, apparently my past has a way of quickly catching up to my present. Perhaps the last few words i'll say in this lj: "Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness, errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing."
Damn... never thought i'd be there...
Let's see, perhaps i should give a basic rundown of what's been going on lately: People who clearly once defined themselves as friends, are not, i tend not to get upset, but i can't deal with shady characters. What i thought was once working for me, is no longer, going in my favor, apparently my past has a way of quickly catching up to my present. Perhaps the last few words i'll say in this lj: "Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness, errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing."
Damn... never thought i'd be there...