Grab the bull by the horns
So after freaking out (which i still am really, just not so extremely) i realized the best way for me to fix my preceved problems, is to grab the bull by the horn and jump in with the chapters and work with the godolim and s'ganim. So thats what i'm going to do. Right here and no I'm rededicating myself to the chapters that make up the region, before the region. Without our chapters we have no region. And after a month with only meetings once, were gonna need all the help we can get.