Oct 11, 2005 22:50
So after tonight, I'm in such a crazy frame of mind about BBYO.Maybe its cause I feel like I failed my chapter, or to some extent the chapter of the region as a whole. I just don't feel like I'm doing anything to help my counterparts. BEcause I didn't get the regional s'ganim organized, especially my own chapter, alot of chapters are just getting around to having an event in the past week or so, and CWAZA isn't going to have their first event till earily nov at the best. One could argue that because we only have meetings once this month that its hard to get ppl organized, but that is the lazy mans excuse. In my honest opinion its my fault, I should have made cahpter s'ganim have flyers the first week of meetings for an event on the second weekend of programing. There is no excuse for this, except that I fucked up
Hopefully, it's not to late for me to salvage the rest of first term, but right now its looking a little bleek. But I think its that exactt fact that will force/drive me to turn this term (and through the fact that programing is the backbone of AZA) the region around.
Right now I can't wait for this weekend so I can completely forget about the week that was, going to Eugene is going to be sweet. Dinner w/ Berryl's family, party at Josh's house, tailgating w/ his frat, partying w/ his frat, then coming home for homework, its gonna be grand. Some body (particually someone on Regional board) please comment to me and let me know that i'm in a bad mood or something and our region is doing fine.