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it seems like everyone has gone on an updating spree over the past couple days, sooo i will join in.
i've decided that i am going back to french woods next summer, i'm just not sure for how long. right now, it's looking like sessions 2 - 4, which will give me a little more time at home. buttt the jury is still out. who knows.
the music theory degree possibility is also still in question. i havent had the audition yet, and i am scared to death. it wont be the end of the world if i get rejected... it's just scary.
this semester has been the hardest couple months of my life. if i could impress any fact upon anyone, it would be that each day could me your last, so please live accordingly. if you're having a bad day, be overly excited when your favorite ice cream flavor is at the dining hall. sometimes, you just need to take what you can get. there have been too many untimely deaths lately, and it is frightening. it isnt something i think someone can comprehend unless it hits close to home. even after all the times i've read it and been told, i could never have really understood it. if i could have anyone truly understand anything, that is what it would be. live your life. i feel like i've done a lot of growing up, or that i've at least gotten a bit older (which is technically true...)
just wrote a couple emails to mr. adams and ms. nick. i love them. things are going to well for both of them - adams getting established at pinkerton and w/a new kid! he has such cute kids. and ms nick is loving peru. i miss them a lot. i hate that throughout your life, you only miss more and more people. it's wild. chew on that for a bit.
anyways.
thanksgiving break is in less than two weeks. i cannot wait to go home. mum came down to see the jazz ensemble concert. she really is the coolest lady. i love her. can't wait to see everyone.
the end of the semester is coming quickly, and i CANNOT WAIT. i'm hoping that next semester can only be easier. it has been such a roller-coaster. also, december 17th, i hope on a plane for madrid to travel europe with lisa. wow. it still feels unreal. my passport has arrived at home. waiting for me. mmm.
i've decided that i am going back to french woods next summer, i'm just not sure for how long. right now, it's looking like sessions 2 - 4, which will give me a little more time at home. buttt the jury is still out. who knows.
the music theory degree possibility is also still in question. i havent had the audition yet, and i am scared to death. it wont be the end of the world if i get rejected... it's just scary.
this semester has been the hardest couple months of my life. if i could impress any fact upon anyone, it would be that each day could me your last, so please live accordingly. if you're having a bad day, be overly excited when your favorite ice cream flavor is at the dining hall. sometimes, you just need to take what you can get. there have been too many untimely deaths lately, and it is frightening. it isnt something i think someone can comprehend unless it hits close to home. even after all the times i've read it and been told, i could never have really understood it. if i could have anyone truly understand anything, that is what it would be. live your life. i feel like i've done a lot of growing up, or that i've at least gotten a bit older (which is technically true...)
just wrote a couple emails to mr. adams and ms. nick. i love them. things are going to well for both of them - adams getting established at pinkerton and w/a new kid! he has such cute kids. and ms nick is loving peru. i miss them a lot. i hate that throughout your life, you only miss more and more people. it's wild. chew on that for a bit.
anyways.
thanksgiving break is in less than two weeks. i cannot wait to go home. mum came down to see the jazz ensemble concert. she really is the coolest lady. i love her. can't wait to see everyone.
the end of the semester is coming quickly, and i CANNOT WAIT. i'm hoping that next semester can only be easier. it has been such a roller-coaster. also, december 17th, i hope on a plane for madrid to travel europe with lisa. wow. it still feels unreal. my passport has arrived at home. waiting for me. mmm.