"Ei koskaan mitään.... jos joskus jotain yrittäisi............"
My God, things have been hectic lately. I survived through October somehow - did a couple working gigs before autumn break and Essi & Elli came over <3 We had lovely time together, but I was surprisingly tired quite often. =_= After that was my grandmother's 70th birthday and we got to meet lots of our dear relatives. ^^ Had fun, but I was greatly pissed off when we came back. Maybe it was the weather.....
Then I went to Lahti to attend into the entrance exam (I got an invitation! o/). It went quite OK, I think I've got fairly decent chances to get in. We'll see. Then I read my testbook and went to see Kon Satoshi with my sister and Päivi on Saturday 8.11. :D It was awesome! There he was, THE man whose works I've admired for YEARS now. We got to be in the same ROOM with him and hear him speak and tell about his animations! Afterwards we got his signature into our two DVDs I had brought with me! *_* That was just. Too. Cool. Ever. <3
Day after was my godmother's 60th birthday and I went there with my grandparents, my aunt and her husband. We couldn't stay for long, but I had lots of fun there - I got to meet some of my relatives I haven't seen in a long time, and many of those I met couple weeks ago. ^^ I swear, my grandmother's brother is looking more and more handsome every time I meet him. :o I finally came home on Wednesday evening, and my arms were sore the following day because of carrying that overly heavy suitcase around so much. ><
So what's up now? Well, I'm pretty sure I'm having a major mental heart attack crawing into my mind right at this moment. My test is in a week and I've tried to read, but I'm so far behind... and after all that trouble to get the testbooks it feels really terrible. x( And the Christmas is coming up....... PLUS what an amazing thing happened today: I got work as an English teacher again. For SIX WEEKS this time. X_X I've been greatly stressed for some time now, and now that too?! So I'm overworked until Christmas now. I'm sure I can't go through the weeks without having a major burnout in some point. It's been there the whole time, it won't take long before the bubble breaks. We'll just see about that.
I'm. So. Fucking. Tired. Of. Everything. Right. Now.
~C
Then I went to Lahti to attend into the entrance exam (I got an invitation! o/). It went quite OK, I think I've got fairly decent chances to get in. We'll see. Then I read my testbook and went to see Kon Satoshi with my sister and Päivi on Saturday 8.11. :D It was awesome! There he was, THE man whose works I've admired for YEARS now. We got to be in the same ROOM with him and hear him speak and tell about his animations! Afterwards we got his signature into our two DVDs I had brought with me! *_* That was just. Too. Cool. Ever. <3
Day after was my godmother's 60th birthday and I went there with my grandparents, my aunt and her husband. We couldn't stay for long, but I had lots of fun there - I got to meet some of my relatives I haven't seen in a long time, and many of those I met couple weeks ago. ^^ I swear, my grandmother's brother is looking more and more handsome every time I meet him. :o I finally came home on Wednesday evening, and my arms were sore the following day because of carrying that overly heavy suitcase around so much. ><
So what's up now? Well, I'm pretty sure I'm having a major mental heart attack crawing into my mind right at this moment. My test is in a week and I've tried to read, but I'm so far behind... and after all that trouble to get the testbooks it feels really terrible. x( And the Christmas is coming up....... PLUS what an amazing thing happened today: I got work as an English teacher again. For SIX WEEKS this time. X_X I've been greatly stressed for some time now, and now that too?! So I'm overworked until Christmas now. I'm sure I can't go through the weeks without having a major burnout in some point. It's been there the whole time, it won't take long before the bubble breaks. We'll just see about that.
I'm. So. Fucking. Tired. Of. Everything. Right. Now.
~C