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*sigh* Feeling rather hormonal, tired, and lonely. Cramps are pretty bad right now and my emotions are on a roller coaster. I'm sure most of it's hormonal. The rest is just that it's the new year and I've been thinking some about the past year and everything that's happened. Some of it was really bad, some of it was for the better, some of it was wonderful. It's just life...take it or leave it. It's all just new experiences in the long run. I just wish I could make some of them last forever. I'm not really depressed...just wistful and a bit drained. Things are getting much better. I hope they keep getting better. My mom said that we should be getting that money from the will either the 2nd or 3rd week in January. I'm still in one of those "I'll believe it when I see it" mind sets, but I know we have to get it eventually. So at any rate, things are starting to come together. Not sure what my parents are getting me for my birthday...hopefully some Amy Brown stuff, but with the way money has been...I doubt it. But no worries, if I don't get some of the stuff I want, I can just buy it for myself once I get a job. Off to bed with me soon...