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So it wasn't the best break I've had.. my neck is just killing me! Me and Ash are dong great, James is getting closer and closer to talking. I want to be more receptive and aware in my day to day life. I am tired of letting the people I care about down, namely Ashley. I don't know how many times she's expected me to remember something only for me to forget it completely, even if it's really important.
Absent-mindedness and forgetfulness are demeanors someone can live if no one is really relying on them but I have Ashley, James, my parents, friends and co-workers relying on me to be in the present situation, fully engaged. I have this grownup life with a child, house, serious relationship and a pretty darn good job making about $20 an hour. I need to become more independent when it comes to using other people to remind me of every task and expectation I've promised to keep.
I'm so sorry... I am going to better, to prove it I'm going to start on getting a planner of some kind. Thanks for being so patient, my love!
Absent-mindedness and forgetfulness are demeanors someone can live if no one is really relying on them but I have Ashley, James, my parents, friends and co-workers relying on me to be in the present situation, fully engaged. I have this grownup life with a child, house, serious relationship and a pretty darn good job making about $20 an hour. I need to become more independent when it comes to using other people to remind me of every task and expectation I've promised to keep.
I'm so sorry... I am going to better, to prove it I'm going to start on getting a planner of some kind. Thanks for being so patient, my love!