Jun 18, 2010 17:50
I'm about to have some freedom for the first time in awhile! It's a little bit scary as I've become so accustomed to being tied to James but I'll have my first chance in awhile to do whatever I want when I want, for a week. Even though this is the case things are so different then they once were.
I guess I am more an adult then ever because I don't even feel the need to do anything that I wouldn't feel comfortable doing with my fiance and child. I just feel tied to them always no matter where I am, and I think that's key to creating a relationship of trust. That I don't have to even try to act in a way I wouldn't around them. I guess I'm a dad now.