Oct 19, 2005 17:41
To put everything in simple terms: I can't be Jenna's friend anymore.
Now for the complicated part.
Its better if we're not friends. There is just too much I can say to make her look like the villian here, but honestly, she isn't, and if anything, I'm to blame. After all, most of my grievences are self imposed anyways.
If I wanted to stay friends with her, believe me, I would make the extra effort to make things better. Unfortunately I've tried this too many times. I'm sick of it, and its just draining.
We have nothing in common anymore. I don't hate her. I can't hate her. I just don't hold our friendship very valueable anymore...not for either of us. When I talk to her, I feel like I'm an audience, instead of a friend listening to a friend. I either can't keep up, or I offend her. She's driving me insane.
She has so many good qualities. She is intelligent, smart, and very attractive. Though its getting increasingly harder to see these sides of Jenna. It is just easier to end a 'friendship', rather than to start an antagonism. I want to end things, before I become the bad guy and explode. She deserves better then that.
I can't stand her....and she is better off without me.