Mar 05, 2006 20:35
Well nothing has been going right lately i'm a awful person and i'm going to hell.I have come to a conclusion that i just want someone to love me for me.But i'm looking and trying all the wrong things to get what i want.I try to be happy with just me but lately is been real hard to do that.People dont understand me and i don't understand them neither.I never saw the point of love but now i need it more then ever.I want someone to save me from this thats happening to me but idk how.I try to do the right thing,but i think i never really learn how to do that.I always been looking out for myself,but now i just cant do that anymore.I knew this would come but i didnt know how to react when it did.I wanna be better and not only for others but also but myself.But i need help to do that !!!