Dec 17, 2005 21:31
I wonder if u ever really cared for me, and what i really meant to you.You never really showed it or said it.But somehow i wished u felled the same way as i did.I always loved u and but u never really cared.Is as now your happiness is my missary.I don't know how to tell you how i feel,and i'm just to scared to tell you anyways,and when i try to show it i'm just to scared of your reaction.I never understude why u couldn't wanna be with me,and still now i wonder how i could be better but somehow i know i could never be.U choose someone for yourself and that person wasn't me.It hurts me so much but all i can do is just prettend is not happening.At least then i can try to think im happy.I always wanted to be with you and somehow u knew that but tryed not to face the fact that u might loved me too.Now you found a new love and dont care for me.I was never a part of your life,but i always wish that somehow u could find a way to fit me in.I would always do anything for you and tryed to be right for you.but after a while u showed me that i wasn't getting nowhere with my doings.But as hard as try i just can't get you out of my mind.As the years pass u hurt me more and i still dont know how to make myself feel better about your choices.But somehow i know youll just keep hurting me just how the years go by,All i can do is just wish that all cames true..........