mushroom man

[chikeneatr]

woowwww livejournal... hahahaha i am finally comeing down from my first trip ever.......... amaaaaaaaaaaaazing... i love college.... i love it.... i love life............................................................................................................................... and yet im still unhappy... wierd... but im happy who nkows i just really feel like writing right now... but not a paper... cus i wrote a paper on mean girls... so gay who knows... i love girls but they suck.... i mean im not saying they arent good to me im just saying sometimes i just hate them... my next girlfriend has to fuking prove herself to me so much... and thats gonna be really hard cus ive had my heart torn so fucking hard from my asshole that it still hurts... you konw what im sayin but anyways who knows... im just saying its so hard for me to love... but i want to be in love... i want it so badly,,, giuess im still lookin... looooooooookin fo loooooooooooove. guess ive just been lookin my whole life in the wrong places... i know to much now to be able to love... god ive been destroyed inside i am not the caring person i once was and i now have a negative outlook on relationships instead of looking positively ahead....

all i have to say is fucking indulge in life and reep its benefits.... let it prove itself to you

peace out bitchyessssssssssss