Proposing You (7/?)
Title: Proposing You (7/?)
Author:
chii_mao_13
Pairing: Yamachii and other pairings
Rating: PG-13 (hint of NC-17)
Summary: Everything seemed to be okay, but remember, there's no relationship without any storm
CHAPTER 7
Chinen wakes up in the next morning while thanking himself he has set his alarm last night before he tried to sleep. At least if he wakes up earlier than usual, he can see Yamada sleeps beside him, and it happens this morning. It’s still 5 o’clock in the morning, and as he checks his surroundings, he still can feel Yamada’s warmness around him, still under the same blanket. Releasing a deep breath, a smile then curved on his lips. Somehow he misses this moment so much. He has been staying under the same roof with Yamada for this past two days, but it was not enough. Watching how Yamada breathes steadily, Chinen doesn’t want to disturb his sleep although he really wants to caress those chubby cheeks beside him. Yamada must be very tired, and he has to get a proper rest. Who knows he’ll also have some appointments today.
Actually Chinen feels hesitated, whether to go out of the room and make breakfast, or to stay on the bed until Yamada wakes up. But he decides to stay on the bed for a reason. He still wants himself to be trapped in Yamada’s warmness, and that’s all. Staring at the dark ceiling, he recalls his memories with Yamada. Starting from hatred, it turned into love. Chinen himself feels that it was unbelievable. Began from his confession to Yamada that unexpectedly triggered his hatred and anger to Yamada, the time Yamada stole his first kiss in front of his classmates, the scene he protected him from the flying ball, the moment he claimed him as his boyfriend and started to steal more kisses from him, and many other moments, they finally reached this day together. But behind it, the moment Yamada left him and asked him to forget everything becomes the worst nightmare for Chinen. It made Chinen realized that it was what people say ‘life is like a wheel’. Sometimes a perfect situation can turn into the worst one by no time. No exception for this time. Everytime Chinen feels like his heart will burst with happiness because of Yamada, the inner him restraint himself from feeling it more. He’s afraid to feel happy, for the storm can come anytime and steal the happiness away.
“Yuri?”
A sweet voice brings Chinen back to earth. Chinen turns his head to see Yamada stares at him with half opened eyes.
“Did I wake you up?” Chinen asks. Yamada smiles.
“No.”
“Then why did you wake up this early? You’ve just slept for 3 or 4 hours right?”
“I used to this. I even ever stayed awake for a night long because I had a shooting on midnight, and attended my class the next morning.” Yamada says proudly. Chinen moves his hand to whack Yamada’s head weakly.
“Nothing to be proud of. You’ll be sick that way.”
“That’s the risk yo. And by the way, we looked like newly wed couple with this conversation. A ‘wife’ who cares for his husband.” Yamada smirks. Chinen flushes. He rolls his eyes, doesn’t dare to look at Yamada.
“Baka.” He rises up and takes a sitting position. Yamada laughs, knowing that his chibi is now must be flushing.
“But what a regret ne, this newly-wed-like couple didn’t do anything although they are on a same bed.” Yamada takes a naughty glance at Chinen. Chinen sends a death glare to Yamada.
“You’re still a hentai. Nothing changed from that side of you.” Chinen chuckles.
“Because you’re just too cute that I can’t resist. I really want to eat you.” Yamada teases Chinen. “Moreover, we did it once only in our official day because you always refused whenever I asked you for it. And before I got more, I’ve moved here.” Yamada pretends to be sad. Actually he really respects Chinen’s decision, and doesn’t want to force him. He just loves to tease his cute boyfriend.
But surprisingly, Chinen moves and pins Yamada with his arms. Before Yamada realizes what’s going on, Chinen has lands his lips on Yamada’s, and slowly lays himself above him. He keeps attacking Yamada’s lips. Feeling curious with this odd behavior, Yamada holds Chinen’s body and switches their position, so that now he’s the one who pins Chinen.
“What a surprise.” Yamada smirks. “Surely, I feel really happy that I got this kind of reaction from my joke. But what happened? You became suddenly aggressive…”
“Nothing.” Chinen rolls his eyes again. “I just want… you.” He says nervously while his cheeks are getting warm.
Yamada opens his eyes wide. He never thought that this Chinen will say something like this bluntly. He can’t hold himself not to curve a smirk on his lips. He moves his head beside Chinen’s head and whispers something to him.
“So it means I can touch you?”
Chinen bites his lips. Turning his head to the right, he reaches Yamada’s body and pulls him so that he can hug him tightly. He doesn’t care about his high pride anymore. Now what’s on his mind is just he doesn’t want to lose Yamada. He lets Yamada sucking a spot on his collarbone and trailing kisses on his neck.
Yamada uses a hand to pull Chinen’s shirt up so that he can see his white cream skin. Using his mouth, he plays with one of Chinen’s nipple. Hearing a moan escaped from the latter’s lips, Yamada doesn’t wait any longer. He uses another hand to reach Chinen’s lower part. Slipping it inside Chinen’s short, his hand finds the thing inside Chinen’s pants has already hard. When he starts stroking it, suddenly the sound of the front door being opened can be heard. It ruins the romantic atmosphere that has been built inside the room.
“It must be Yuma.” Yamada pulls away from Chinen and groans. Chinen immediately fixes his shirt. “Eh? It’s not a big deal right? Let’s continue it.” Yamada leans down again, but Chinen uses his arms to prevent Yamada from getting closer.
“Maybe next time ne. Hehe.” He says innocently although his heart is like bursting. Yamada chuckles. Before Yamada rapes him, Chinen immediately get out of the bed and walks toward the door after turned the light on. He opens the door and greets Yuma who’s making a cup of coffee in the kitchen.
“Did I wake you?” Yuma asks. Chinen shakes his head. “I’m sorry I had to make you stayed alone here last night.” He apologizes.
“Eh, Ryosuke is here yo. He came back last night.” Chinen says. Yuma looks at Chinen and blinks.
“I thought he’d stay in the studio for the next appointment. He has a photoshoot schedule today right?”
“Really? I don’t know about it.” Chinen shrugs his shoulders. So he can’t accompany him this morning too, Chinen thinks.
“And I also have to go to another place for an interview at 10. I’m sorry, I have to leave you again today.” He claps his hands and bows his head. Chinen shows his smile.
“Don’t worry. I can take another walk around here by myself. You don’t have to be worry.”
Suddenly an arm embraces him from behind. “Yeah, not to worry. He’ll be with me today.” Yamada has stood behind Chinen without he realizes. “I can take him to the studio with me.”
***
The car that picked Yamada up has arrived in front of the same building as last night. They get out of the car immediately.
“Is it really okay taking me here with you?” Chinen whispers while entering the building.
“It’s okay. Don’t worry. Don’t say anything, just leave it to me.” Yamada taps Chinen’s head.
The photoshoot will be held in 9th floor, so they take an elevator to reach there. When they are standing in front of the elevator, Yamada’s shoulder is tapped by someone. Yamada turns his head and sees Cody stands beside him.
“Sup!” He greets Yamada.
“Yo.” Yamada replies. Chinen looks at the guy and remembers that he’s also Yuma’s friend. He met him yesterday. Looks like Cody also remembers him. He waves his hand at Chinen.
“Wow, the girlish-boy from yesterday.” He smirks. “Why are you here with Yamada today? Have you broken up with Yuma?” He asks in English. Chinen pretends he doesn’t understand what Cody said, so he just smiles. Knowing it, Yamada pretends to translate it into Japanese to convince Cody that Chinen can’t speak English, while actually he talks about something else.
“Just keep silent ne. I’ll make an excuse for you. By the way, you’ve met this playboy? Can you understand what he said?”
“Yeah, we met before I watched your show. And don’t underestimate me. I’ve learned English before coming here.” Chinen rolls his eyes, and Yamada laughs. Cody doesn’t know Japanese, so it’s really okay for them to talk with usual volume.
“No, he said he is just a bit mad that Yuma left him alone again today.” Yamada lies. Cody just nods. The elevator reaches their floor, and they enter it. After some seconds of silence, Cody calls Yamada again.
“Hey Yamada, please tell him, if Yuma left him again, come to me. I’m a good guy. I’m ready to accompany him wherever he wants to go if he’s willing to be mine.” Cody says with full of confidence without knowing that the blood of chubby boy beside him starts to boiled.
Yamada turns his head at Chinen, and Chinen can see his anger face.
“I really want to punch that airhead’s face.” Yamada says while trying to hold his anger.
“Take it easy, Ryosuke. Don’t mind a playboy like him. You have to be calm. Remember, you have to control your emotion. You’re an actor.” Chinen tries to calm him. Yamada releases a single deep breath and turns his head to Cody back.
“He said that he won’t. He loves Yuma and won’t break up with him.” Yamada lies again.
Lie is just a lie. But for Chinen, it’s not just a lie. Who loves Yuma? The dense beside him really makes him upset just with that sentence. That’s why Chinen doesn’t look at Yamada again until they reach the 8th floor. But when they reach the 9th floor, Yamada taps Cody’s shoulder.
“Besides, when he’s broken up with Yuma, he’ll be mine.” He smirks. “See you.”
The elevator opens, and Yamada and Chinen steps out of it, leaving Cody dumbfounded.
“What’s it with your answer?” Chinen finally speaks. He can’t hold himself from blushing after hearing the last sentence.
“It’s a perfect excuse right? So he won’t touch you.” Chinen pouts and keeps his mouth shut again. Did he realize that he’s also a playboy? “That’s why you have to be beside me all the time. I won’t let anyone do anything to you.”
Chinen blushes even more. But when he wants to reply him back, a girl’s voice calls Yamada.
“Ryo~”
Chinen remembers this voice. This is the same voice that made him upset yesterday. He takes a glance at his boyfriend, and sees that Yamada puts his smile as he looks at the girl. It irritates him more.
“Hi Kyle. Do you have appointment here too? Today’s promotion show had been changed into yesterday, right?” Yamada asks while the girl walking closer to him.
“What are you talking about? You and I will be in the same photoshoot. The magazine wants our photos and will interview us too.” Kyle explains cheerfully.
“Eh? The manager didn’t tell me.” Yamada raises his eyebrows.
Kyle doesn’t respond. She chooses to put his attention to the chibi beside Yamada.
“If I’m not wrong, you are Yuma’s boyfriend.” Kyle says while looking at Chinen. Chinen puts his best effort to smile.
“Sorry, he can’t speak English. But it’s true that he’s Yuma’s boyfriend.” Yamada lies. Again, Chinen’s heart clenches. Lying like this makes him feel miserable.
“Is he really a boy? And why he came with you, not with his boyfriend?” Kyle asks while keeps staring at Chinen’s face. Looks like she doesn’t really like him.
“Yuma is on another formal meeting, so he can’t take him. It’s his first time to come here, so I accompany him so that he won’t get lost somewhere.”
“Hmm. So it was just my thought. At first I thought he’s your girlfriend. But he’s just your pal’s boyfriend right?” Kyle raises one of her eyebrows while taking a glance at Chinen.
“Yeah.” Yamada simply replies. As they start walking, Kyle grabs Yamada’s arm and links her own arm to his. “Why are you suddenly getting closer?” Yamada asks, feels a bit irritated. Kyle looks at him and smiles.
“It’s okay, right? We usually do this too. Moreover, I want the others to think that we’re this close, so nobody will flirt with me.” She makes an annoying excuse.
Yamada can do nothing to this situation. He sighs and lets it be. From the corner of his eyes he looks at Chinen who’s still walking beside him. But as he expected, Chinen has turned his head to another direction, refusing to look at him.
“Please don’t misunderstand it.” Yamada says in Japanese. Kyle, who doesn’t understand Japanese, is just staring at him with full of questions.
“Wakatta yo.” He replies without turning his head to Yamada.
“What are you saying?” Kyle suddenly asks. Yamada turns to her and smiles.
“I just ask him whether he feels enjoy to be here or not.”
***
Enjoy? With that arm linked with Yamada’s arm all the way they walked to the studio? Chinen snorts. Can she just get her life? Flirting like that, even a dense can see that she’s having a crush on Yamada. Look at her now, staring at Yamada with lewd eyes.
“Are you okay?” Chinen blinks when someone asks him with Japanese. He looks at the person, and finds a boy around his age smiling to him. “You don’t look healthy. Are you sick?”
Chinen immediately shakes his head. It’s already half an hour since Yamada had his photoshoot with Kyle. The poses the cameraman instructed them to make, has gotten Chinen feeling jealous but can do nothing since he watches it from afar. They are the way too close with each other “I’m okay, and thanks for your concern.” He smiles. “You can speak Japanese ne. Sugoi.” Chinen praises.
The boy laughs and takes a seat beside him. “I lived in Japan until 7 years old. That’s why I can speak Japanese too.” The boy explains. “By the way, I’m Conrad. I played a role as Yamada’s rival on our new movie with Kyle, and I’m waiting for my photoshoot turn. I heard you are Yuma’s Japanese boyfriend right? Who’s your name?” He shoves his hand.
“You can call me Chinen.” He shakes Conrad’s hand. Then they start their conversation.
From afar, Yamada’s blood has boiled again. He can’t put his concentration on the photoshoot. Looking how Chinen smiles and laughs with Conrad, he can’t help himself from feeling jealous.
“Yamada, put more smile! And don’t forget to speak with your eyes. I want some gentleness, not fierceness.” The cameraman shouts.
“Sorry!” Yamada shouts back and tries his best to smile. He has to be pro whenever and wherever he is.
***
Now is Conrad’s photoshoot turn, and Chinen can’t understand why Yamada avoids him although it’s a break. Very contrast with his statement before, not to be away from Yamada. Actually he’s still there, with Chinen. But there’s no romantic conversation. On the contrary, Yamada even refused to look at Chinen. When Chinen gave him the drink, he just said thanks and ignored him again. Chinen don’t understand why Yamada being so cold that sudden.
“Ryosuke…” He tries to call Yamada and builds a conversation.
“I have to go to the toilet.” He ignores Chinen and walks out of the room towards the toilet. Chinen, doesn’t know what to do, follows Yamada cautiously. From his oddness, Chinen guesses he’s angry. But again, Chinen doesn’t get what’s going on.
Entering the toilet, Yamada takes a quick glance at Chinen. Then he shuts the door and locks it. Chinen feels he ever felt this kind of atmosphere before. Feeling insecure, he keeps a distance with Yamada.
“When I tried my best not to make you jealous, you’re unbelievably flirting with Conrad.” Yamada finally speaks, with a cold tone. Chinen opens his eyes wide. Being accused like that makes him upset.
“Excuse me? Flirting? Who?” Chinen still tries not to be trapped in his emotion. Yamada chuckles.
“Who else? Is there anybody else here who talked with Conrad when I was on my photoshoot turn? Laughing, chitchatting with him like a happy couple?”
Now Chinen gets the meaning behind his strange act. He’s getting jealous with Conrad. Chinen feels happy Yamada still cares, still feels jealous when he’s with someone else. But with this way? With this kind of jealousy?
“Wait. We didn’t disturb you. We were far from your spot. So what’s wrong with laughing together? He’s the one who can talk with me in Japanese there during your photoshoot! And what the hell is ‘like a happy couple’? Feeling jealous?” Chinen glares sharply at Yamada.
“Yeah. I’m jealous. So what?” Yamada clearly admits it.
“Do you think I wasn’t jealous with all that you’ve done with Kyle? Did I do what you’ve done to me because of my jealousy? Don’t you think about my feeling when you suddenly being cold to me?”
“It’s out of my control! She came to me like a crazy girl and started sticking into me like I’m her mother or something!”
“She likes you, baka Ryosuke!” Chinen finally shouts. “And with what you did to her, you just gave her a back signal!” He’s getting frustrated. His boyfriend used to be a playboy, but why couldn’t he understand something crucial like this. “And please, stop throwing a tantrum everytime you feel jealous.” Chinen plead weakly. He doesn’t want to shout at Yamada anymore. He’s just afraid he’ll be angrier.
But looks like it’s too late. Yamada doesn’t give any response. And after a while of silence, Yamada finally opens his mouth again. “I’m going back to work, and I have to concentrate more. The photoshoot earlier went not as good as usual, and I can’t be the same this time. You can ask Conrad to accompany you taking a walk around here. See you.” He says without looking at Chinen’s eyes. He unlocks the door and steps out from the toilet, leaving Chinen stands with his lips trembled and tears welled up in his eyes.
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Author:
chii_mao_13
Pairing: Yamachii and other pairings
Rating: PG-13 (hint of NC-17)
Summary: Everything seemed to be okay, but remember, there's no relationship without any storm
CHAPTER 7
Chinen wakes up in the next morning while thanking himself he has set his alarm last night before he tried to sleep. At least if he wakes up earlier than usual, he can see Yamada sleeps beside him, and it happens this morning. It’s still 5 o’clock in the morning, and as he checks his surroundings, he still can feel Yamada’s warmness around him, still under the same blanket. Releasing a deep breath, a smile then curved on his lips. Somehow he misses this moment so much. He has been staying under the same roof with Yamada for this past two days, but it was not enough. Watching how Yamada breathes steadily, Chinen doesn’t want to disturb his sleep although he really wants to caress those chubby cheeks beside him. Yamada must be very tired, and he has to get a proper rest. Who knows he’ll also have some appointments today.
Actually Chinen feels hesitated, whether to go out of the room and make breakfast, or to stay on the bed until Yamada wakes up. But he decides to stay on the bed for a reason. He still wants himself to be trapped in Yamada’s warmness, and that’s all. Staring at the dark ceiling, he recalls his memories with Yamada. Starting from hatred, it turned into love. Chinen himself feels that it was unbelievable. Began from his confession to Yamada that unexpectedly triggered his hatred and anger to Yamada, the time Yamada stole his first kiss in front of his classmates, the scene he protected him from the flying ball, the moment he claimed him as his boyfriend and started to steal more kisses from him, and many other moments, they finally reached this day together. But behind it, the moment Yamada left him and asked him to forget everything becomes the worst nightmare for Chinen. It made Chinen realized that it was what people say ‘life is like a wheel’. Sometimes a perfect situation can turn into the worst one by no time. No exception for this time. Everytime Chinen feels like his heart will burst with happiness because of Yamada, the inner him restraint himself from feeling it more. He’s afraid to feel happy, for the storm can come anytime and steal the happiness away.
“Yuri?”
A sweet voice brings Chinen back to earth. Chinen turns his head to see Yamada stares at him with half opened eyes.
“Did I wake you up?” Chinen asks. Yamada smiles.
“No.”
“Then why did you wake up this early? You’ve just slept for 3 or 4 hours right?”
“I used to this. I even ever stayed awake for a night long because I had a shooting on midnight, and attended my class the next morning.” Yamada says proudly. Chinen moves his hand to whack Yamada’s head weakly.
“Nothing to be proud of. You’ll be sick that way.”
“That’s the risk yo. And by the way, we looked like newly wed couple with this conversation. A ‘wife’ who cares for his husband.” Yamada smirks. Chinen flushes. He rolls his eyes, doesn’t dare to look at Yamada.
“Baka.” He rises up and takes a sitting position. Yamada laughs, knowing that his chibi is now must be flushing.
“But what a regret ne, this newly-wed-like couple didn’t do anything although they are on a same bed.” Yamada takes a naughty glance at Chinen. Chinen sends a death glare to Yamada.
“You’re still a hentai. Nothing changed from that side of you.” Chinen chuckles.
“Because you’re just too cute that I can’t resist. I really want to eat you.” Yamada teases Chinen. “Moreover, we did it once only in our official day because you always refused whenever I asked you for it. And before I got more, I’ve moved here.” Yamada pretends to be sad. Actually he really respects Chinen’s decision, and doesn’t want to force him. He just loves to tease his cute boyfriend.
But surprisingly, Chinen moves and pins Yamada with his arms. Before Yamada realizes what’s going on, Chinen has lands his lips on Yamada’s, and slowly lays himself above him. He keeps attacking Yamada’s lips. Feeling curious with this odd behavior, Yamada holds Chinen’s body and switches their position, so that now he’s the one who pins Chinen.
“What a surprise.” Yamada smirks. “Surely, I feel really happy that I got this kind of reaction from my joke. But what happened? You became suddenly aggressive…”
“Nothing.” Chinen rolls his eyes again. “I just want… you.” He says nervously while his cheeks are getting warm.
Yamada opens his eyes wide. He never thought that this Chinen will say something like this bluntly. He can’t hold himself not to curve a smirk on his lips. He moves his head beside Chinen’s head and whispers something to him.
“So it means I can touch you?”
Chinen bites his lips. Turning his head to the right, he reaches Yamada’s body and pulls him so that he can hug him tightly. He doesn’t care about his high pride anymore. Now what’s on his mind is just he doesn’t want to lose Yamada. He lets Yamada sucking a spot on his collarbone and trailing kisses on his neck.
Yamada uses a hand to pull Chinen’s shirt up so that he can see his white cream skin. Using his mouth, he plays with one of Chinen’s nipple. Hearing a moan escaped from the latter’s lips, Yamada doesn’t wait any longer. He uses another hand to reach Chinen’s lower part. Slipping it inside Chinen’s short, his hand finds the thing inside Chinen’s pants has already hard. When he starts stroking it, suddenly the sound of the front door being opened can be heard. It ruins the romantic atmosphere that has been built inside the room.
“It must be Yuma.” Yamada pulls away from Chinen and groans. Chinen immediately fixes his shirt. “Eh? It’s not a big deal right? Let’s continue it.” Yamada leans down again, but Chinen uses his arms to prevent Yamada from getting closer.
“Maybe next time ne. Hehe.” He says innocently although his heart is like bursting. Yamada chuckles. Before Yamada rapes him, Chinen immediately get out of the bed and walks toward the door after turned the light on. He opens the door and greets Yuma who’s making a cup of coffee in the kitchen.
“Did I wake you?” Yuma asks. Chinen shakes his head. “I’m sorry I had to make you stayed alone here last night.” He apologizes.
“Eh, Ryosuke is here yo. He came back last night.” Chinen says. Yuma looks at Chinen and blinks.
“I thought he’d stay in the studio for the next appointment. He has a photoshoot schedule today right?”
“Really? I don’t know about it.” Chinen shrugs his shoulders. So he can’t accompany him this morning too, Chinen thinks.
“And I also have to go to another place for an interview at 10. I’m sorry, I have to leave you again today.” He claps his hands and bows his head. Chinen shows his smile.
“Don’t worry. I can take another walk around here by myself. You don’t have to be worry.”
Suddenly an arm embraces him from behind. “Yeah, not to worry. He’ll be with me today.” Yamada has stood behind Chinen without he realizes. “I can take him to the studio with me.”
***
The car that picked Yamada up has arrived in front of the same building as last night. They get out of the car immediately.
“Is it really okay taking me here with you?” Chinen whispers while entering the building.
“It’s okay. Don’t worry. Don’t say anything, just leave it to me.” Yamada taps Chinen’s head.
The photoshoot will be held in 9th floor, so they take an elevator to reach there. When they are standing in front of the elevator, Yamada’s shoulder is tapped by someone. Yamada turns his head and sees Cody stands beside him.
“Sup!” He greets Yamada.
“Yo.” Yamada replies. Chinen looks at the guy and remembers that he’s also Yuma’s friend. He met him yesterday. Looks like Cody also remembers him. He waves his hand at Chinen.
“Wow, the girlish-boy from yesterday.” He smirks. “Why are you here with Yamada today? Have you broken up with Yuma?” He asks in English. Chinen pretends he doesn’t understand what Cody said, so he just smiles. Knowing it, Yamada pretends to translate it into Japanese to convince Cody that Chinen can’t speak English, while actually he talks about something else.
“Just keep silent ne. I’ll make an excuse for you. By the way, you’ve met this playboy? Can you understand what he said?”
“Yeah, we met before I watched your show. And don’t underestimate me. I’ve learned English before coming here.” Chinen rolls his eyes, and Yamada laughs. Cody doesn’t know Japanese, so it’s really okay for them to talk with usual volume.
“No, he said he is just a bit mad that Yuma left him alone again today.” Yamada lies. Cody just nods. The elevator reaches their floor, and they enter it. After some seconds of silence, Cody calls Yamada again.
“Hey Yamada, please tell him, if Yuma left him again, come to me. I’m a good guy. I’m ready to accompany him wherever he wants to go if he’s willing to be mine.” Cody says with full of confidence without knowing that the blood of chubby boy beside him starts to boiled.
Yamada turns his head at Chinen, and Chinen can see his anger face.
“I really want to punch that airhead’s face.” Yamada says while trying to hold his anger.
“Take it easy, Ryosuke. Don’t mind a playboy like him. You have to be calm. Remember, you have to control your emotion. You’re an actor.” Chinen tries to calm him. Yamada releases a single deep breath and turns his head to Cody back.
“He said that he won’t. He loves Yuma and won’t break up with him.” Yamada lies again.
Lie is just a lie. But for Chinen, it’s not just a lie. Who loves Yuma? The dense beside him really makes him upset just with that sentence. That’s why Chinen doesn’t look at Yamada again until they reach the 8th floor. But when they reach the 9th floor, Yamada taps Cody’s shoulder.
“Besides, when he’s broken up with Yuma, he’ll be mine.” He smirks. “See you.”
The elevator opens, and Yamada and Chinen steps out of it, leaving Cody dumbfounded.
“What’s it with your answer?” Chinen finally speaks. He can’t hold himself from blushing after hearing the last sentence.
“It’s a perfect excuse right? So he won’t touch you.” Chinen pouts and keeps his mouth shut again. Did he realize that he’s also a playboy? “That’s why you have to be beside me all the time. I won’t let anyone do anything to you.”
Chinen blushes even more. But when he wants to reply him back, a girl’s voice calls Yamada.
“Ryo~”
Chinen remembers this voice. This is the same voice that made him upset yesterday. He takes a glance at his boyfriend, and sees that Yamada puts his smile as he looks at the girl. It irritates him more.
“Hi Kyle. Do you have appointment here too? Today’s promotion show had been changed into yesterday, right?” Yamada asks while the girl walking closer to him.
“What are you talking about? You and I will be in the same photoshoot. The magazine wants our photos and will interview us too.” Kyle explains cheerfully.
“Eh? The manager didn’t tell me.” Yamada raises his eyebrows.
Kyle doesn’t respond. She chooses to put his attention to the chibi beside Yamada.
“If I’m not wrong, you are Yuma’s boyfriend.” Kyle says while looking at Chinen. Chinen puts his best effort to smile.
“Sorry, he can’t speak English. But it’s true that he’s Yuma’s boyfriend.” Yamada lies. Again, Chinen’s heart clenches. Lying like this makes him feel miserable.
“Is he really a boy? And why he came with you, not with his boyfriend?” Kyle asks while keeps staring at Chinen’s face. Looks like she doesn’t really like him.
“Yuma is on another formal meeting, so he can’t take him. It’s his first time to come here, so I accompany him so that he won’t get lost somewhere.”
“Hmm. So it was just my thought. At first I thought he’s your girlfriend. But he’s just your pal’s boyfriend right?” Kyle raises one of her eyebrows while taking a glance at Chinen.
“Yeah.” Yamada simply replies. As they start walking, Kyle grabs Yamada’s arm and links her own arm to his. “Why are you suddenly getting closer?” Yamada asks, feels a bit irritated. Kyle looks at him and smiles.
“It’s okay, right? We usually do this too. Moreover, I want the others to think that we’re this close, so nobody will flirt with me.” She makes an annoying excuse.
Yamada can do nothing to this situation. He sighs and lets it be. From the corner of his eyes he looks at Chinen who’s still walking beside him. But as he expected, Chinen has turned his head to another direction, refusing to look at him.
“Please don’t misunderstand it.” Yamada says in Japanese. Kyle, who doesn’t understand Japanese, is just staring at him with full of questions.
“Wakatta yo.” He replies without turning his head to Yamada.
“What are you saying?” Kyle suddenly asks. Yamada turns to her and smiles.
“I just ask him whether he feels enjoy to be here or not.”
***
Enjoy? With that arm linked with Yamada’s arm all the way they walked to the studio? Chinen snorts. Can she just get her life? Flirting like that, even a dense can see that she’s having a crush on Yamada. Look at her now, staring at Yamada with lewd eyes.
“Are you okay?” Chinen blinks when someone asks him with Japanese. He looks at the person, and finds a boy around his age smiling to him. “You don’t look healthy. Are you sick?”
Chinen immediately shakes his head. It’s already half an hour since Yamada had his photoshoot with Kyle. The poses the cameraman instructed them to make, has gotten Chinen feeling jealous but can do nothing since he watches it from afar. They are the way too close with each other “I’m okay, and thanks for your concern.” He smiles. “You can speak Japanese ne. Sugoi.” Chinen praises.
The boy laughs and takes a seat beside him. “I lived in Japan until 7 years old. That’s why I can speak Japanese too.” The boy explains. “By the way, I’m Conrad. I played a role as Yamada’s rival on our new movie with Kyle, and I’m waiting for my photoshoot turn. I heard you are Yuma’s Japanese boyfriend right? Who’s your name?” He shoves his hand.
“You can call me Chinen.” He shakes Conrad’s hand. Then they start their conversation.
From afar, Yamada’s blood has boiled again. He can’t put his concentration on the photoshoot. Looking how Chinen smiles and laughs with Conrad, he can’t help himself from feeling jealous.
“Yamada, put more smile! And don’t forget to speak with your eyes. I want some gentleness, not fierceness.” The cameraman shouts.
“Sorry!” Yamada shouts back and tries his best to smile. He has to be pro whenever and wherever he is.
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Now is Conrad’s photoshoot turn, and Chinen can’t understand why Yamada avoids him although it’s a break. Very contrast with his statement before, not to be away from Yamada. Actually he’s still there, with Chinen. But there’s no romantic conversation. On the contrary, Yamada even refused to look at Chinen. When Chinen gave him the drink, he just said thanks and ignored him again. Chinen don’t understand why Yamada being so cold that sudden.
“Ryosuke…” He tries to call Yamada and builds a conversation.
“I have to go to the toilet.” He ignores Chinen and walks out of the room towards the toilet. Chinen, doesn’t know what to do, follows Yamada cautiously. From his oddness, Chinen guesses he’s angry. But again, Chinen doesn’t get what’s going on.
Entering the toilet, Yamada takes a quick glance at Chinen. Then he shuts the door and locks it. Chinen feels he ever felt this kind of atmosphere before. Feeling insecure, he keeps a distance with Yamada.
“When I tried my best not to make you jealous, you’re unbelievably flirting with Conrad.” Yamada finally speaks, with a cold tone. Chinen opens his eyes wide. Being accused like that makes him upset.
“Excuse me? Flirting? Who?” Chinen still tries not to be trapped in his emotion. Yamada chuckles.
“Who else? Is there anybody else here who talked with Conrad when I was on my photoshoot turn? Laughing, chitchatting with him like a happy couple?”
Now Chinen gets the meaning behind his strange act. He’s getting jealous with Conrad. Chinen feels happy Yamada still cares, still feels jealous when he’s with someone else. But with this way? With this kind of jealousy?
“Wait. We didn’t disturb you. We were far from your spot. So what’s wrong with laughing together? He’s the one who can talk with me in Japanese there during your photoshoot! And what the hell is ‘like a happy couple’? Feeling jealous?” Chinen glares sharply at Yamada.
“Yeah. I’m jealous. So what?” Yamada clearly admits it.
“Do you think I wasn’t jealous with all that you’ve done with Kyle? Did I do what you’ve done to me because of my jealousy? Don’t you think about my feeling when you suddenly being cold to me?”
“It’s out of my control! She came to me like a crazy girl and started sticking into me like I’m her mother or something!”
“She likes you, baka Ryosuke!” Chinen finally shouts. “And with what you did to her, you just gave her a back signal!” He’s getting frustrated. His boyfriend used to be a playboy, but why couldn’t he understand something crucial like this. “And please, stop throwing a tantrum everytime you feel jealous.” Chinen plead weakly. He doesn’t want to shout at Yamada anymore. He’s just afraid he’ll be angrier.
But looks like it’s too late. Yamada doesn’t give any response. And after a while of silence, Yamada finally opens his mouth again. “I’m going back to work, and I have to concentrate more. The photoshoot earlier went not as good as usual, and I can’t be the same this time. You can ask Conrad to accompany you taking a walk around here. See you.” He says without looking at Chinen’s eyes. He unlocks the door and steps out from the toilet, leaving Chinen stands with his lips trembled and tears welled up in his eyes.
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