The one that you wrecked.....

Feb 24, 2005 22:33

I really dont know how much more snow i can take. I honestly start to get depressed seeing snowflakes. I looked up the farmers almanac and mostly i dont believe in astrology and predicting shit, but this thing freaks me out. It predicted every snowstorm this year perfectly....
Feb 23th-25th. Snowstorm sweeps in for Mid-Atlantic Coast. Heavy snows.
Sorry to tell you that it predicts more 2 more snowstorms in March.

More snow is just what i need now. I am still feeling pretty awful. I slept right through my class today. The class was from 1-1:50. Im pretty sure it was because i took some Nyquil last night and it just knocked me out. But maybe my body just wasnt motivated.

I watched game 2 of the World Series tonight and it made me remember the feeling i had. One of the best feelings ever. Then i got sad because i realized that i will never get to have that feeling again. I will never have another "My first World Series" moment. I waited 18 years for that feeling and it was definetly worth it to have that one moment of pure joy. If i could live one moment in my life over again, it would be the last out of the World Series 2004.
You really do have to live for little moments like that.

Many people think its gets easier the more time that passes after a breakup. For me, it gets harder. It actually starts to set it and you really start to know that its over. Thats when it gets hard. It isnt as hard the first few days. Its the time that kills us then ultimately makes us stronger.
I guess everytime you lose someone in your life, a small part of you dies. But that just makes room for a new someone to come in and the vicious cycle repeats itself. Makes me wonder though, why we put ourselves through all the heartache? I decided that its kinda like the Red Sox, it was worth all the tradgic losing seasons, just for that one world championship.
Hopefully that "one person that is out there" is worth all the heartache someday.

Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
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