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i never thought it would be this hard to say goodbye .. all night i had to fight back tears. i have been thinking about this day all week and once it came i just wanted to imagine it wasn't true. i didn't cry like i thought i would .. i wanted to though. when i got to my back door i broke down and still can't stop crying .. jessica i'm going to miss you so much!! you have been such a huge part of my life all summer and not going to be able to see you whenever i want is just a thought i can't think about. i want to run around the neighborhood and just cry .. hey i need to lose some of the weight i gained from the millions of desserts :). who would know that six of us could have finished that much food. good luck my little college fairy.
ah .. so on a lighter note, school has begun and i guess its getting better. i can't wait for this weekend. i want to relax and just reflect on certain things .. maybe actually call rob and have the conversation we have been trying to have for awhile. i'm going to stop acting stupid (haha if only that was possible) and not let anything get me down. i am going to have fun no matter what is said by anyone
ah .. so on a lighter note, school has begun and i guess its getting better. i can't wait for this weekend. i want to relax and just reflect on certain things .. maybe actually call rob and have the conversation we have been trying to have for awhile. i'm going to stop acting stupid (haha if only that was possible) and not let anything get me down. i am going to have fun no matter what is said by anyone