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these childish thoughts keep running through my head .. yesterday i decided that if i don't go back to school then george won't be able to leave since he never states the date he's leaving but more or less just says 2 weeks after you start school. today at lunch i was watching the news and i heard about 3 soldiers that died and i just keep thinking about how i don't want to loose him and the entire situation freaks me out! yes i'm being a child .. i say my goodbye to him this weekend. the worst part is i know i'll act like it doesn't bother me when we are together but as soon as i get home i'm going to cry and true fear of loosing him is going to hit in