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Nate told me that my car was going to die tonight. and he also told me that my cell phone was also in for it...that is alot of death.
The way that he said it was so strange and he said that it was going to die like the old lady that lives next to me...slowly...but it is on its way...and i kinda wish it would you know because that would give me an excuse to have to get up in the morning to catch the bus instead of lay in bed until i had 5 minutes left and then storm about my room trying to fix my hair and put on my sock all at the same time...and tell nate that i loved him as i scampered out the door.
Rachel did not call me
and neither has amanda but i dont feel that bad because the other day i went to rachels house...and even if i get to see her for seconds it is still better then not seeing her.
Thanksgiving is always so strange...
this year it was even worse you know because i didnt go home...i went to rachels for a moment and then over to merritts where me and leah smoked ciggeretes and then went to the store with Morgan and Sandra so Morgan could find out if the baby was real...and our shopping cart was full of all sorts of beers i had never had before and a pregnancy test...and some cat food...Sandra bought me beer...and i drank it in the living room with leah and then i went over to nates house and stayed there for a long time or for long enough...for us to get my house as soon as the cops were talking to Solomon about the noise and the old neighbor watched me drive away and i was mad...because...i dont want the cops at my house...and i was tired and just wanted to go to bed and i slept next to nate and he was warm and my hands were cold.
I am working and pretending i am more posh them i am even when i dont take a shower before i go to work and the make up i have on is from the day before...
Im so
out of touch with what i am doing at this job and sometimes i fall out of my routine and say the wrong things and people look at me...in an odd way...ohh ciggeretes and broken cars and broken cell phones
R.I.P
Megan
xxxxx
The way that he said it was so strange and he said that it was going to die like the old lady that lives next to me...slowly...but it is on its way...and i kinda wish it would you know because that would give me an excuse to have to get up in the morning to catch the bus instead of lay in bed until i had 5 minutes left and then storm about my room trying to fix my hair and put on my sock all at the same time...and tell nate that i loved him as i scampered out the door.
Rachel did not call me
and neither has amanda but i dont feel that bad because the other day i went to rachels house...and even if i get to see her for seconds it is still better then not seeing her.
Thanksgiving is always so strange...
this year it was even worse you know because i didnt go home...i went to rachels for a moment and then over to merritts where me and leah smoked ciggeretes and then went to the store with Morgan and Sandra so Morgan could find out if the baby was real...and our shopping cart was full of all sorts of beers i had never had before and a pregnancy test...and some cat food...Sandra bought me beer...and i drank it in the living room with leah and then i went over to nates house and stayed there for a long time or for long enough...for us to get my house as soon as the cops were talking to Solomon about the noise and the old neighbor watched me drive away and i was mad...because...i dont want the cops at my house...and i was tired and just wanted to go to bed and i slept next to nate and he was warm and my hands were cold.
I am working and pretending i am more posh them i am even when i dont take a shower before i go to work and the make up i have on is from the day before...
Im so
out of touch with what i am doing at this job and sometimes i fall out of my routine and say the wrong things and people look at me...in an odd way...ohh ciggeretes and broken cars and broken cell phones
R.I.P
Megan
xxxxx