Mar 18, 2004 21:32
ah, well my spring break hasnt gone exactly how i had planned it to go. i wanted to do some hardcore partying, but turns out all my party friends were busy. i planned on going to tallahassee with kimmy but she never ended up telling me whether she was going or not. then i called her the other day to see if she and fatima wanted to go to the zoo as planned but i never got a call back. then i called her today to see what she was doing and she said she was going to Orlando. i figured we would at least hang out once this week but i guess kim is too busy for me. i called fatima too, she told me she would call back but never did.
so far this week ive only done one thing. i went to Wild Adventures with Melissa, June and Sarah. the theme park was a disappointment. i remembered it being so much better than that. but we stayed the night in Valdosta and went out to dinner the first night, which was fun. i spent way too much money for just going to Georgia for 2 days.
havent really seen my boy this week. i didnt get an invite over when his parents were out of town and havent made any effort to go see him. if he wants to see me, he will ask (which he never does). sometimes i feel like he doesnt even like me. he never tells me he does unless i ask, and he never just wants to see me (or he never tells me he does anyway). i dont know about him. he is just so wierd, and immature sometimes (and im sure he'd say the same about me). he just isnt normal in some respects, such as his statement made recently about not being able to spend an entire day with someone (no matter who it is, friend or girlfriend). now, how many of us hasnt spent an entire day with someone???? yeah... i thought everyone had too. he's got alot of growing up to do. and we dont speak the same language either. i say something to him and ask him to repeat it and he tells me something totally different. it crazy. i hope someday i find someone who speaks my language, bc it really creates a bunch of problems when you cannot communicate clearly. well, im sittin here waitin for a phone call. im busy tomorrow until about 8, so if you wanna hang out tomorrow night or during the weekend let me know! i would love to do something!!!! call me 7428655