Jun 19, 2005 16:09
I'm so bored, and can't wait to go to Maryland, (there I know people care). Ahhh I'm really sick of staying at home when I'm allowed to be out and doing something. I can't wait until I get my license so I can leave and not have to wait on people. I should get it soon but I dunno. This summer is starting to be really lame, or maybe it's just cause I'm unhappy. I've managed to keep myself happy for a very long time and always have bright smiles but I don't know now. And feeling lonely sucks especially the ones who supposibly love you are the ones that make you feel lonely. But I need to stop complaining, I'm getting closer with my mom which I never thought I would say. I just need to try to look at the better things in life and not focus on why I'm so lonely.