Im sooo Confused
I haven't written in this thing in sooo long..... Its crazy reading this thing relizing some things never change and really how much I have grown up over the past year. I finally drive which I thought that would never happen, I have a job even though I hate it with a passion... and Ive been dating Nick for a over a year... It seems I always write in this thing when Im upset and I cant figure out why. I love him with all my heart but I dont know were everything is going, and im wondering if my heart is going into a different direction. Im soo confused and no one really can help me or will even try. My friends who I thought would be there arnt, o well. Im strong enough and I will figure things out. I just wonder wht everything I was soo use 2 i dont really want any more... things i were addicted to have changed.. ahhh life os sooo confusing.