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maybe I'm a fool.
Maybe I'm just lonely.
Maybe..
maybe I should put myselfout of my misery and blow my freakin head off.
Maybe not.
maybe I should join a damn nunnery.
Then again maybe not.
I'm so fuckin confused I dont know what to do. I dont feel good enough for anyone today, and on top of that scott drops a bomb on me saying htat his Nan would rather me not be there for dinner. That's not a problem. I dont mind that in the least. I just feel that I've intruded and I never meant for that to happen. i'll stay away for awhile if that's the case. and I'll never again intrude at dinner.
Shit, I dunno.
Why does my life have to be such a myriad of fuckups in which every which way I turn I hit a goddamn wall?
Maybe I'm just lonely.
Maybe..
maybe I should put myselfout of my misery and blow my freakin head off.
Maybe not.
maybe I should join a damn nunnery.
Then again maybe not.
I'm so fuckin confused I dont know what to do. I dont feel good enough for anyone today, and on top of that scott drops a bomb on me saying htat his Nan would rather me not be there for dinner. That's not a problem. I dont mind that in the least. I just feel that I've intruded and I never meant for that to happen. i'll stay away for awhile if that's the case. and I'll never again intrude at dinner.
Shit, I dunno.
Why does my life have to be such a myriad of fuckups in which every which way I turn I hit a goddamn wall?