Nov 12, 2005 23:54
day one hundred fifty six thousand and twenty three.
heh. I just wanted to write that.
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Seriously I find myself completely confused. Nano has bee pushed out of my mind entirely and I'm actually thinking of cheating to get it done in time, and then finishing it up later. But I doubt I do that. What's the problem? Well thanks for asking but I really can't tell--- Oh alright you've twisted me arm.
well fuck the confusion. I"ve been dumped before I was ever asked out. the guy I really care for, the one that basically the sun rises and sets on.. well his father.. (that guy is only 10 months old) Pulled the perverbial rug out from under me and told me we can only be friends because not only does he have a son to worry about I can't imagine the horrors of his last relationship.
I give in... I say this all the time but this bloody time I mean it. I won't go through this again. What the hell am I sayin? I didn't want to go through this this time.. I didn't choose scott. at all. nope not at all. Something else said "BTW you two are good together, you should look into it." Well Bugger that voice too, I'm going to live in a convent.