taking up time
I've been neglecting my lj. Ah well. I've been doing other things. I've finally started writing again. I'm still not up to par, but I'll get there eventually I hope. I've started reading again, thankfully. I don't know what my deal has been. I haven't finished a book in over a month. Anyone knows, that isn't like me. At all. Hopefully I'm getting back to normal. Keep your fingers crossed.
The storm last night was badass.
Clint and I are back to normal, whatever that is. lol He told someone that I was the sweetest I've ever been last night. That's good. Maybe. We ate at Huddle House. Mucho fun. We also got really wet in the rain, since we walked from the school to the student parking lot in really heavy rain, and then got there to find that my car wasn't there. lol So, of course, I was wearing sandals and long pants. I was soaked, today I have the sniffles.
I'm in the process of watching Capote. It's pretty good so far.
I can't remember if I talked about my yelling in my sleep on here. I'll have to check that later. If I didn't, I'll tell the story some other time because it's funny as hell.
I have a new myspace. It's addictive. Check it out: http://www.myspace.com/alma_nicole I'm a loser who only has a few friends. Namely Jessica and Mandy. :P
There's some weird girl from school who added me, and her dad is like a crazy man. He has an account, and in his picture, he's holding a gun. He calls himself a proud supporter of US troops. Typical. Crazy rednecks with guns scare me shitless my friends. He's one of those types. Needless to say, I didn't add his daughter, and people like him make me excited to leave.
I've been hearing all kinds of funny reports about J. He's pissed. Of course. No one is allowed to talk about me because he's crazy. lol I could go into details, but I'll let the poor guy have a break. Blah. It's finally setting in that we have actually ended things. Officially this time. Official. No more. So now I'm listening to breakup music. I'm not sad, though. Not at all actually. I just like breakup music sometimes I think.
My parents are going to buy me a new car. We're looking at an awesome black Volvo. I love it, and I want it. We'll see.
I talked to Peg for an hour earlier. It was good to talk to her about regular things. She's thrilled at the idea of me not being attached to anyone anymore. Uh oh. hah I think there's a certain guy out there who'd better watch out...
I've told her already, but Mary did a fantastic, fabulous, wonderful, great, beautiful and all those adjectives, job on the Mona Lisa picture. I think it's the best cover out of all the literary magazines. Seriously. It's the best. I love it. Love it love it love. You did a great job, Mary. :)
I'm going to post breakup music lyrics, since I don't get to post them often since I hardly have a breakup. lol It's just appropriate. Don't you think?
Okay, so I'm posting a Madonna song. If anyone knows about breakups, Madonna should. hah I actually really like this song. Good breakup song. 2 thumbs up.
Your heart is not open so I must go
The spell has been broken
I loved you so
Freedom comes when you learn to let go
Creation comes when you learn to say no
You were my lesson I had to learn
I was your fortress you had to burn
Pain is a warning that something's wrong
I pray to god that it won't be long
Wanna go higher?
There's nothing left to try
There's no place left to hide
There's no greater power
Than the power of goodbye
There's nothing left to lose
There's no more heart to bruise
There's no greater power than the power of goodbye
Learn to say goodbye
I yearn to say goodbye