Still
People at work all asked me the same 3 questions.
"So how are you?"
-- Bad.
"What's new?"
-- Nothing. Still not living my life.
"What have you been up to?"
-- You know, the usual, losing friends, pissing off family, ruining relationships, burning bridges, growing continuiously bitter.
...I brought it upon myself.
If I stayed I lost. If I went I lost. Either way was considered giving up. No matter the decision I would be unhappy. Both paths were dark ones.
...I brought it upon myself.
I have to live with that.
Maybe tomorrow will be a better day. That's all I got.
"So how are you?"
-- Bad.
"What's new?"
-- Nothing. Still not living my life.
"What have you been up to?"
-- You know, the usual, losing friends, pissing off family, ruining relationships, burning bridges, growing continuiously bitter.
...I brought it upon myself.
If I stayed I lost. If I went I lost. Either way was considered giving up. No matter the decision I would be unhappy. Both paths were dark ones.
...I brought it upon myself.
I have to live with that.
Maybe tomorrow will be a better day. That's all I got.