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This is just about the most depressing thing I have ever written. I just went back and read it and realized that it's a bit rough for a livejournal. I am a deep and complex person, like all of us. Do not take this strictly for its face value. I promise, I'm not insane. Tonight I opened up a part of my mind that has been suppressed for a long
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Honestly, and I've told you this tons of times, you need to do what you need to do. Everyone makes decisions in sacrifice of something else. That's what a decision is.
You know your faults. Good. Great. So fix them. You "lie, cheat, and steal", so don't. It's simple. People go through life with this common misconception that they are stuck with their faults. All it takes is will-power to correct these things.
You're life isn't over. You can do one of two things. You can be down or you can get up and go do what makes you happy. Apparently being home isn't one of those things that makes you happy. At some point you need to let go of your parents. Most people do it their freshman year of college. Going to college is one of those times where you go from dependant to independant. It's clear by your overtly submissive actions to your parents that you are still dependant upon them.
So get up and get on with your life. Your life doesn't move forward if your mind is always stuck on home.
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