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[chicamita]

This is just about the most depressing thing I have ever written. I just went back and read it and realized that it's a bit rough for a livejournal. I am a deep and complex person, like all of us. Do not take this strictly for its face value. I promise, I'm not insane. Tonight I opened up a part of my mind that has been suppressed for a long

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[invisible_bella]

I don't think I really know enough about your situation to give you a proper comment...but the one thing that kept coming to my mind when I was reading your posts was...make yourself happy....forge ahead on your own road...don't look behind you at all your mistakes or problems or people who held you back...realize you have a chance to make a stellar future. It's all up to you now...it's your life. Family is connected by blood...I don't know how a family could just shut you out and lock that door. In the end, any decision you make will have to be understood by them. You are their child, their flesh. They will not turn their back on you forever. To me...it doesn't sound like you're bringing everyone down...they are keeping you down. Ok, so you know your faults. What now? Did you come up with these faults, or did people pound them into your head? I don't really know what to tell you...like I said, I don't know enough about the situation, but darlin', you need to do what is right for you! You need to make it your life...I have no idea if this helped or just frustrated you...sorry.