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weighed myself Saturday morning for the first time in quite a while.. 111.. not too shabby I suppose.. considering I haven't purged in a long time.. and I haven't fasted in a while.. and to be completely honest. I've been eating really shitty... yea.. really shitty.. oh well.. whatever's working i suppose..
I can always manage to piss people off without even meaning to.. oh well.. Ashlee and I are supposed to find out today if we get our apt or not.. I hope we do.. but Dani's pissed off at us for it.. and she's pissed off b/c Ash and I went out for a little bit Saturday night.. but we went to a little pub that nobody was in and played 2 games of pool.. I went downtown after that with some other friends, but Ash went home.. she told us she already had plans.. friday night she told me she wasn't going out saturday night.. but she always gets pissed about stupid shit.. i can't deal with it anymore.. the only person who should be mad at me is Ashlee and it's b/c she thought this guy Ray was hott.. and then Ray and I got drunk Saturday night and you can probably figure it out.. sometimes i hate myself for these things I do.. I know I should just stop.. but I'm just playing the damn game now.. If being with Tice taught me one thing this is it.. play the game.. I just feel bad now b/c I feel like I'm kind of playing the game on Kevin (who now calls me everyday).. and I've like been in love with Kevin since I met him when I was 15... yea.. oh well.. life is complicated.. but whatever..
*hugs*
-TAMMIE
I can always manage to piss people off without even meaning to.. oh well.. Ashlee and I are supposed to find out today if we get our apt or not.. I hope we do.. but Dani's pissed off at us for it.. and she's pissed off b/c Ash and I went out for a little bit Saturday night.. but we went to a little pub that nobody was in and played 2 games of pool.. I went downtown after that with some other friends, but Ash went home.. she told us she already had plans.. friday night she told me she wasn't going out saturday night.. but she always gets pissed about stupid shit.. i can't deal with it anymore.. the only person who should be mad at me is Ashlee and it's b/c she thought this guy Ray was hott.. and then Ray and I got drunk Saturday night and you can probably figure it out.. sometimes i hate myself for these things I do.. I know I should just stop.. but I'm just playing the damn game now.. If being with Tice taught me one thing this is it.. play the game.. I just feel bad now b/c I feel like I'm kind of playing the game on Kevin (who now calls me everyday).. and I've like been in love with Kevin since I met him when I was 15... yea.. oh well.. life is complicated.. but whatever..
*hugs*
-TAMMIE