HEALTHY! Grrrrrr.......
Hey there,
Despite my last entry I have been staying healty... and I've been clinging onto 121 pounds.. which is too big for me but isn't TOO bad. Its so hard to escape an eating disorder. I wish I knew this from the begining when I was just dieting!
ANYWAY, I've been good. And I even wore a bikini ( I know, Shocker ). I am struggling every day, but trying to get the pounds off a healthy way. I am switching back and forth. I can still see myself going ana so I have to be careful. We'll see.
Despite my last entry I have been staying healty... and I've been clinging onto 121 pounds.. which is too big for me but isn't TOO bad. Its so hard to escape an eating disorder. I wish I knew this from the begining when I was just dieting!
ANYWAY, I've been good. And I even wore a bikini ( I know, Shocker ). I am struggling every day, but trying to get the pounds off a healthy way. I am switching back and forth. I can still see myself going ana so I have to be careful. We'll see.