I'm back! No.. really...
Wow I haven't been here in a long time. I have been happy and healthy. Until today. I tried on a pair of pants I wore last summer to go out and I was way too fat to fit into them.
I have been eating non stop and DRINKING a ton for like, four nights in a row now. I think I needed that to WAKE UP.
I am going ana again. I need it right now.
I will weigh in tomorrow or next time I get on here, which will be soon. I will start a new thinspiration book, and get some magazines to help out.
I hope everyone is still healthy. It can be done! I was there for so long! Just don't follow in my footsteps right now, because I need to be there again. Lots of things in my life are out of my control now. Not bad but.... just... out of my control. So here I go.
I have been eating non stop and DRINKING a ton for like, four nights in a row now. I think I needed that to WAKE UP.
I am going ana again. I need it right now.
I will weigh in tomorrow or next time I get on here, which will be soon. I will start a new thinspiration book, and get some magazines to help out.
I hope everyone is still healthy. It can be done! I was there for so long! Just don't follow in my footsteps right now, because I need to be there again. Lots of things in my life are out of my control now. Not bad but.... just... out of my control. So here I go.