Jul 28, 2008 23:27
i'm not sure how to begin.
for the past couple of months i have been in and out of different doctors offices figuring out what is going on. neurosurgeons, otolaryngologists, neurotologists, neuro-craniofacial plasty surgeons. i'm not even sure if i'm spelling these right. it has been incredibly hectic. From St. Joseph's, to USC, to City of Hope, and now potentially to UCLA.
i don't even want the surgery anymore. i would rather just leave the tumor and see what happens.
not really. in all actuality i just want to get it over with. the sooner the better.