urgle...
well... i'm here... safe and sound... physically... mostly... not getting enough food... my grandma eats weird and i don't like any of ehr food anyway so... *sigh* i'll get used to it... or i'll start suplementing with snack food whenever we get into town... it's only two weeks... my parents gave me fourty in cash i'll make it...right? *whimper*
that's physically... mentally... not sure... i'm tired... drove nearly 7 or 8 hours yesterday at HIGH speeds (see 70 mph spead limit) and i didn't get enough sleep last night either (woke up at four... wtf... never got really back to sleep after that...) so i'm tired... so can't tell for sure... but I nearly had amelt down over a random thought about my socks... so... not the most stable i've ever been... *deep breaths* Grandma's taking a nap and i'm reading kakairu fluff which is SOO helping... i'm hoping if i get to sleep on time tonight and don't have to get up early tomorrow I'll do better...
I'll keep you guys posted tomorow how i'm feeling... I really hope it's just sleep and NOT the OMG not home *hyperventalates* i usually do when "on vacation" I hate going places... i've been doing better in general with all my other stupid issues... probably take a nap later today... wish me luck *snugs to everyone who posted on my last teenage angsty whining* your concern and support is really helpful.
that's physically... mentally... not sure... i'm tired... drove nearly 7 or 8 hours yesterday at HIGH speeds (see 70 mph spead limit) and i didn't get enough sleep last night either (woke up at four... wtf... never got really back to sleep after that...) so i'm tired... so can't tell for sure... but I nearly had amelt down over a random thought about my socks... so... not the most stable i've ever been... *deep breaths* Grandma's taking a nap and i'm reading kakairu fluff which is SOO helping... i'm hoping if i get to sleep on time tonight and don't have to get up early tomorrow I'll do better...
I'll keep you guys posted tomorow how i'm feeling... I really hope it's just sleep and NOT the OMG not home *hyperventalates* i usually do when "on vacation" I hate going places... i've been doing better in general with all my other stupid issues... probably take a nap later today... wish me luck *snugs to everyone who posted on my last teenage angsty whining* your concern and support is really helpful.