[Entry #87] My Troublesome Mind
I find the way my mind works quite troublesome.
The thing is...
I will never, ever start anything unless I have created it perfectly in my mind.
I mean start something as in a piece of writing, or artwork.
This is why I never write 2nd drafts, or do "rough copies"
because the only time i will start working..
is if in my mind, I have already created it perfectly.
down to every single detail.
...
it's honestly REALLY annoying.
I wish I could change but my mind works so fast.
If I honestly wanted to "write down" all my drafts.
...
it wouldn't work. i would be able to type fast enough.
I wouldn't be able to draw fast enough.
or I'd have to go through about 50 sheets of paper.
-_-;;
*sigh*
I just want to get this eng. project over with.
but my god damn mind is not letting me
*grumbles*
I wish I wasn't such a damn perfectionist.
The thing is...
I will never, ever start anything unless I have created it perfectly in my mind.
I mean start something as in a piece of writing, or artwork.
This is why I never write 2nd drafts, or do "rough copies"
because the only time i will start working..
is if in my mind, I have already created it perfectly.
down to every single detail.
...
it's honestly REALLY annoying.
I wish I could change but my mind works so fast.
If I honestly wanted to "write down" all my drafts.
...
it wouldn't work. i would be able to type fast enough.
I wouldn't be able to draw fast enough.
or I'd have to go through about 50 sheets of paper.
-_-;;
*sigh*
I just want to get this eng. project over with.
but my god damn mind is not letting me
*grumbles*
I wish I wasn't such a damn perfectionist.