Hontou Ni Rabu? (Could It Be Love?)
Chapter 9
Author: ChibiLover14 (Jen)
Fandom: Hey! Say! JUMP
Pairing(s): TakaChii
Rating: PG (Just to be safe...)
Genre: Romance/Fluff
Notes: Haha I had finished this chapter like a looong time ago. XDDD It has just been sitting at my desktop creating dust along with other fanfics/chapters that I have been hiding. XP I'm just evil like that. XDDD
First of all, I want to say, *takes a deep breath* Happy Birthday (
cislove)!!! You and your awesome TakaChii fanfics! XD Here's a chapter for ya? XP I'll message you, too. XP
Umm... not much to say here... Hope you like this chapter! I'm not sure when this fanfic will end but it will really soon. T__T Sadly... All things has to come to an end. *quotes whoever said that* XDDD And TakaChii still exists! Whee~ I really want that September Winkup!!! T__T Darn you Ani!! JK JK... I'll get it somehow...
Oh and I always fast forward the time since I don't really want to post it at exactly midnight here. It's actually 9:25PM.
Italicized words = Thoughts// Sorry for Any Grammatical Errors/Typos and etc.
Comments are really appreciated! Though I know I still sorta fail? Okay fine, I DO FAIL DAMNIT!!! IT SUCKS!!! *DIES*
Disclaimer: I dunno what to say... uhh... I can't own Takaki let alone any HSJ members... T__T GIVE US MORE FANSERVICE DAMNIT!!!! *waits for October issues of magazines to come out* Oh wait... that's in September... T__T *sniffles*
Here's Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7, & Chapter 8 if you haven't read it yet! XD
Chinen had just slammed the door to his room and plopped onto his bed, laying face down.
"What I'm saying Chii, is that you're in love with a certain someone. That person is making you feel this way."
You’re wrong, Ari-chan! Stop appearing in my head!!! There has to be another reason! There just has to be…
"And you should know who that special someone is."
Yabu-kun, I don’t even have a special someone… I don’t…
"Don't tell me that jealousy is part of this whole lovesick thing! Well, I don't believe it! Why would I even be jealous of Yama-chan?!!!"
"Isn't that obvious?"
I’m not jealous!!! I’m not not not!!! When the flirt I mean Yamada was clinging onto Takaki… and his head on his shoulder… UUURGH!!!
He shook his head frantically and threw the pillow onto the floor out of frustration. Chinen ran his fingers through his hair and picked up the pillow. He started to punch and squeeze it pretending that the object was…
“AAARGH!!!” he screamed out loud while tackling the pillow. “Stupid Yamada! Stupid Takaki! Stupid Operation Stalking TakaYama! Stupid Yuto! Stupid Ari-chan! Stupid Yabu-kun! Stupid stupid stupid!!!” he yelled out. “I HATE YOU TAKAKI-KUN!!!
The door slowly opened by itself or that’s what it looked like to Chinen.
“So… you hate me the most huh?”
Takaki went in and shut the door, leaning against it.
Chinen looked like he wanted to throw himself out the window. “N-no… H-how did you get in?” I could never hate you Takaki-kun…
“Your mom let me in. She was very worried hearing some noises from your room and told me to check up on you. By the way, she needs to go out to take care of some business and won’t be back until later,” Takaki explained.
“Oh…” Chinen started to glance around the room, afraid what was going to happen. His heart wasn’t helping him calm down either since it picked up a faster rate when he heard Takaki’s voice. Mom… why did you have to leave me alone with Takaki? And heart…can’t you stop doing that???
“We need to talk, Chinen…” Takaki stated with a serious tone. He sat down on the bed and Chinen scooted away as far as possible. “Why do you hate me? Did I do something wrong? Did I hurt you?”
All Takaki got was silence. “Chinen?”
“I… I don’t hate you… You didn’t do anything wrong… but you did hurt me… even if it’s unintentional… the problem is me…” he whispered, staring at his wall.
“I hurt you unintentionally? How so? I’ll stop whatever I’m doing so you won’t be hurt… and it looks like you’ve been crying for a while, too.” Takaki got closer to Chinen and wiped away a droplet of tear with his thumb.
“I wasn’t crying… I was having allergies… and having a bad day…” Chinen lied, turning away. I didn’t want to have this talk in the first place…
“Why are you lying to me?” Takaki frowned.
“I… umm… I…” Chinen started.
“Can’t you trust me? How am I hurting you? I think you already know the reason but you just won’t tell me…” Takaki stated.
“Yamada…” Chinen confessed knowing that he couldn’t get out of this situation. Aka the flirt or as I call him…
“Eh? Ryo-chan? What about him?” Takaki questioned.
Chinen cringed at the nickname. “You and Yamada…” He mumbled uncomfortably. Or as Yuto says, TakaYama!
“What about us?” Takaki blinked.
“Yamada keeps clinging onto you and stuff… and sat on your lap… snuggling…” Chinen continued. Which makes me want to strangle him but of course I’m not going to say this out loud.
“What’s wrong with that?” Takaki asked, puzzled.
Chinen’s eyes clouded with anger. “It just hurts me seeing you two together, okay?!!!”
“Seeing us together? Aren’t you being a bit unfair? Ryo-chan is a really nice person and works very hard,”
“Stop trying to defend and praise Yamada!” Chinen exclaimed.
“Why should I stop??? I don’t know what you have against Ryo-chan!”
“That’s all you say: Ryo-chan this and Ryo-chan that!” Chinen spat out.
“That’s not true!” Takaki retorted.
“Don’t you care about MY feelings???” Chinen couldn’t stop babbling out what had been on his mind for these past few days.
“What are you talking about? Your feelings?” Takaki’s eyes were full of confusion.
Chinen placed his hand over his mouth. My feelings? Did I just say that?
“And I really do care about your feelings… more than you-“ Takaki suddenly stopped, swaying a little, palm against his head.
“Eh? Is something wrong?” Chinen asked worriedly.
“No… not really. I’m just a bit dizzy. That’s all…” Takaki admitted.
Chinen hadn’t noticed earlier that Takaki looked pale, cheeks flushed pink, and sweat rolled down his face. “Don’t tell me…” He got on his knees and reached up to touch Takaki’s forehead. “You’re burning hot! You have a fever! Shouldn’t you be resting?”
“I… I just had to talk to you… I couldn’t take it anymore… you…”
“Lie down and don’t talk!” Chinen commanded and the older boy obliged.
Suddenly Chinen’s cell rang and he quickly answered it, recognizing Takaki’s home number.
“Chinen-kun! Is Yuya with you right now?” the voice cried out.
“Yeah he is…” he answered, recognizing that the voice belonged to Takaki’s mom.
“Thank Kami-sama… I’ve been calling everyone today! He actually had the nerve to sneak out when he had a fever! I leave the house for a few minutes and next thing you know, he’s gone! I really don’t know what’s going on with him lately. He has never done this before!”
“Don’t worry, Takaki-kun’s mama. Right now he’s lying down on my bed and I’m going to take care of him for the time being.” He sneaked out? Just to see me?
“I’m so glad… you’re such a nice boy, Chinen. I’m going to drive over to your place, okay? I’ll have to trouble you with Yuya for now. I need to take care of some business and be there as soon as possible! Bye sweetheart!”
“Bye bye!” He hung up the phone.
“Who was that?” Takaki spoke in a cracked voice.
“Your mom. You risked your health just to come here? Couldn’t it have wait? You seriously made everyone worry!”
“Sorry… I-“
“I already said don’t talk anymore! Just get some rest!” Chinen rushed to the bathroom and turned on the faucet. He wet a small towel and went back to Takaki, dabbing the perspiration.
Takaki breathed heavily and winced, feeling the cold towel against his burning cheek. “Can you unbutton your own shirt? That way, it’ll be cooler.” Takaki just did as he was told, struggling to push the button out of the holes.
“Just let me do it…” He swatted Takaki’s hands away and unbuttoned the shirt.
“Thanks Chinen…” murmured Takaki.
Chinen turned his head to look at Takaki’s face. His eyes were unreadable and Chinen looked away quickly, blushing. The smaller boy went back in wiping off the sweat, gently brushing away Takaki’s bangs.
Takaki still stared at him intently and Chinen blushed some more. He had never been this close to Takaki before and his heart pounded faster. He felt that he probably looked like he was having a fever, too.
“You should sleep a little bit. And call me if you need anything. Your mom will pick you up later…” Chinen started to walk away when he felt someone holding onto to his wrist firmly.
“Don’t go…” Takaki whispered weakly. “Stay with me… until I fall asleep… please…”
Chinen hesitated and just nodded as he sat next to the bedside. Takaki moved his hand down to Chinen’s smaller one and held it tightly. The little boy got redder, remembering the first time they were holding hands and how comfortable it felt. Chinen squeezed back and watched as Takaki’s eyes slowly fluttered closed. He was trying to stay awake but failing to do so. Chinen’s other hand started moving on his own. He didn’t know why but he started to stroke Takaki’s hair. The older boy smiled and his breathing slowed down to a regular pace. Seeing Takaki’s face all peaceful… made him have butterflies in his stomach… and a bunch of other indescribable feelings… how he felt… jealousy… denial…
“I like you, Takaki-kun…” Chinen whispered softly after a while. Ari-chan and Yabu-kun are right… about everything… I was just being stubborn… pushing away my own feelings…they were just guiding me… Takaki-kun…
“I’m not going to lose you to Yamada…”
Author: ChibiLover14 (Jen)
Fandom: Hey! Say! JUMP
Pairing(s): TakaChii
Rating: PG (Just to be safe...)
Genre: Romance/Fluff
Notes: Haha I had finished this chapter like a looong time ago. XDDD It has just been sitting at my desktop creating dust along with other fanfics/chapters that I have been hiding. XP I'm just evil like that. XDDD
First of all, I want to say, *takes a deep breath* Happy Birthday (
cislove)!!! You and your awesome TakaChii fanfics! XD Here's a chapter for ya? XP I'll message you, too. XP
Umm... not much to say here... Hope you like this chapter! I'm not sure when this fanfic will end but it will really soon. T__T Sadly... All things has to come to an end. *quotes whoever said that* XDDD And TakaChii still exists! Whee~ I really want that September Winkup!!! T__T Darn you Ani!! JK JK... I'll get it somehow...
Oh and I always fast forward the time since I don't really want to post it at exactly midnight here. It's actually 9:25PM.
Italicized words = Thoughts// Sorry for Any Grammatical Errors/Typos and etc.
Comments are really appreciated! Though I know I still sorta fail? Okay fine, I DO FAIL DAMNIT!!! IT SUCKS!!! *DIES*
Disclaimer: I dunno what to say... uhh... I can't own Takaki let alone any HSJ members... T__T GIVE US MORE FANSERVICE DAMNIT!!!! *waits for October issues of magazines to come out* Oh wait... that's in September... T__T *sniffles*
Here's Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7, & Chapter 8 if you haven't read it yet! XD
Chinen had just slammed the door to his room and plopped onto his bed, laying face down.
"What I'm saying Chii, is that you're in love with a certain someone. That person is making you feel this way."
You’re wrong, Ari-chan! Stop appearing in my head!!! There has to be another reason! There just has to be…
"And you should know who that special someone is."
Yabu-kun, I don’t even have a special someone… I don’t…
"Don't tell me that jealousy is part of this whole lovesick thing! Well, I don't believe it! Why would I even be jealous of Yama-chan?!!!"
"Isn't that obvious?"
I’m not jealous!!! I’m not not not!!! When the flirt I mean Yamada was clinging onto Takaki… and his head on his shoulder… UUURGH!!!
He shook his head frantically and threw the pillow onto the floor out of frustration. Chinen ran his fingers through his hair and picked up the pillow. He started to punch and squeeze it pretending that the object was…
“AAARGH!!!” he screamed out loud while tackling the pillow. “Stupid Yamada! Stupid Takaki! Stupid Operation Stalking TakaYama! Stupid Yuto! Stupid Ari-chan! Stupid Yabu-kun! Stupid stupid stupid!!!” he yelled out. “I HATE YOU TAKAKI-KUN!!!
The door slowly opened by itself or that’s what it looked like to Chinen.
“So… you hate me the most huh?”
Takaki went in and shut the door, leaning against it.
Chinen looked like he wanted to throw himself out the window. “N-no… H-how did you get in?” I could never hate you Takaki-kun…
“Your mom let me in. She was very worried hearing some noises from your room and told me to check up on you. By the way, she needs to go out to take care of some business and won’t be back until later,” Takaki explained.
“Oh…” Chinen started to glance around the room, afraid what was going to happen. His heart wasn’t helping him calm down either since it picked up a faster rate when he heard Takaki’s voice. Mom… why did you have to leave me alone with Takaki? And heart…can’t you stop doing that???
“We need to talk, Chinen…” Takaki stated with a serious tone. He sat down on the bed and Chinen scooted away as far as possible. “Why do you hate me? Did I do something wrong? Did I hurt you?”
All Takaki got was silence. “Chinen?”
“I… I don’t hate you… You didn’t do anything wrong… but you did hurt me… even if it’s unintentional… the problem is me…” he whispered, staring at his wall.
“I hurt you unintentionally? How so? I’ll stop whatever I’m doing so you won’t be hurt… and it looks like you’ve been crying for a while, too.” Takaki got closer to Chinen and wiped away a droplet of tear with his thumb.
“I wasn’t crying… I was having allergies… and having a bad day…” Chinen lied, turning away. I didn’t want to have this talk in the first place…
“Why are you lying to me?” Takaki frowned.
“I… umm… I…” Chinen started.
“Can’t you trust me? How am I hurting you? I think you already know the reason but you just won’t tell me…” Takaki stated.
“Yamada…” Chinen confessed knowing that he couldn’t get out of this situation. Aka the flirt or as I call him…
“Eh? Ryo-chan? What about him?” Takaki questioned.
Chinen cringed at the nickname. “You and Yamada…” He mumbled uncomfortably. Or as Yuto says, TakaYama!
“What about us?” Takaki blinked.
“Yamada keeps clinging onto you and stuff… and sat on your lap… snuggling…” Chinen continued. Which makes me want to strangle him but of course I’m not going to say this out loud.
“What’s wrong with that?” Takaki asked, puzzled.
Chinen’s eyes clouded with anger. “It just hurts me seeing you two together, okay?!!!”
“Seeing us together? Aren’t you being a bit unfair? Ryo-chan is a really nice person and works very hard,”
“Stop trying to defend and praise Yamada!” Chinen exclaimed.
“Why should I stop??? I don’t know what you have against Ryo-chan!”
“That’s all you say: Ryo-chan this and Ryo-chan that!” Chinen spat out.
“That’s not true!” Takaki retorted.
“Don’t you care about MY feelings???” Chinen couldn’t stop babbling out what had been on his mind for these past few days.
“What are you talking about? Your feelings?” Takaki’s eyes were full of confusion.
Chinen placed his hand over his mouth. My feelings? Did I just say that?
“And I really do care about your feelings… more than you-“ Takaki suddenly stopped, swaying a little, palm against his head.
“Eh? Is something wrong?” Chinen asked worriedly.
“No… not really. I’m just a bit dizzy. That’s all…” Takaki admitted.
Chinen hadn’t noticed earlier that Takaki looked pale, cheeks flushed pink, and sweat rolled down his face. “Don’t tell me…” He got on his knees and reached up to touch Takaki’s forehead. “You’re burning hot! You have a fever! Shouldn’t you be resting?”
“I… I just had to talk to you… I couldn’t take it anymore… you…”
“Lie down and don’t talk!” Chinen commanded and the older boy obliged.
Suddenly Chinen’s cell rang and he quickly answered it, recognizing Takaki’s home number.
“Chinen-kun! Is Yuya with you right now?” the voice cried out.
“Yeah he is…” he answered, recognizing that the voice belonged to Takaki’s mom.
“Thank Kami-sama… I’ve been calling everyone today! He actually had the nerve to sneak out when he had a fever! I leave the house for a few minutes and next thing you know, he’s gone! I really don’t know what’s going on with him lately. He has never done this before!”
“Don’t worry, Takaki-kun’s mama. Right now he’s lying down on my bed and I’m going to take care of him for the time being.” He sneaked out? Just to see me?
“I’m so glad… you’re such a nice boy, Chinen. I’m going to drive over to your place, okay? I’ll have to trouble you with Yuya for now. I need to take care of some business and be there as soon as possible! Bye sweetheart!”
“Bye bye!” He hung up the phone.
“Who was that?” Takaki spoke in a cracked voice.
“Your mom. You risked your health just to come here? Couldn’t it have wait? You seriously made everyone worry!”
“Sorry… I-“
“I already said don’t talk anymore! Just get some rest!” Chinen rushed to the bathroom and turned on the faucet. He wet a small towel and went back to Takaki, dabbing the perspiration.
Takaki breathed heavily and winced, feeling the cold towel against his burning cheek. “Can you unbutton your own shirt? That way, it’ll be cooler.” Takaki just did as he was told, struggling to push the button out of the holes.
“Just let me do it…” He swatted Takaki’s hands away and unbuttoned the shirt.
“Thanks Chinen…” murmured Takaki.
Chinen turned his head to look at Takaki’s face. His eyes were unreadable and Chinen looked away quickly, blushing. The smaller boy went back in wiping off the sweat, gently brushing away Takaki’s bangs.
Takaki still stared at him intently and Chinen blushed some more. He had never been this close to Takaki before and his heart pounded faster. He felt that he probably looked like he was having a fever, too.
“You should sleep a little bit. And call me if you need anything. Your mom will pick you up later…” Chinen started to walk away when he felt someone holding onto to his wrist firmly.
“Don’t go…” Takaki whispered weakly. “Stay with me… until I fall asleep… please…”
Chinen hesitated and just nodded as he sat next to the bedside. Takaki moved his hand down to Chinen’s smaller one and held it tightly. The little boy got redder, remembering the first time they were holding hands and how comfortable it felt. Chinen squeezed back and watched as Takaki’s eyes slowly fluttered closed. He was trying to stay awake but failing to do so. Chinen’s other hand started moving on his own. He didn’t know why but he started to stroke Takaki’s hair. The older boy smiled and his breathing slowed down to a regular pace. Seeing Takaki’s face all peaceful… made him have butterflies in his stomach… and a bunch of other indescribable feelings… how he felt… jealousy… denial…
“I like you, Takaki-kun…” Chinen whispered softly after a while. Ari-chan and Yabu-kun are right… about everything… I was just being stubborn… pushing away my own feelings…they were just guiding me… Takaki-kun…
“I’m not going to lose you to Yamada…”